"and when it comes down to it let them think what they want if they care enough to bother with what i do, then i'm already better then them anyway.." -Marilyn Monroe
Here's to being lied to. To being walked on, used, promised something, and fed bull. Here's to seeing the best of him not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. Here's to trusting over and over and over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake, that he's changed. He won't change. The way he is and was is the way he will always be. If he lies to you, he doesn't feel you are good enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you don't mean enough to him for him to be just with you. Breaking a promise means he is okay with dissappointing you. He knows what he is doing when he is doing it. He knows what will hurt you and he does it anyway. As much as he says he does, he doesn't really care about you. Here's to him saying he's sorry. With him, it's one of those words that is said so many time; it doesn't even sound like a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his life. Excuses mean nothing; nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did. NOW I'm taking this as a lesson learned, letting him go and moving on with my life. :]
I'm a good girl, with a lot of bad habits.