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About Me

In the deadest of the night where there is no sound and no light you shall find me. In search of hope; In search of strength; Rebuilding my soul. You have taken away my dreams. Left me with nothing but scars. How could you have done this? This angel has not desired to die this way. Reaching out for you I relize that I am alone. No one to hold, no one to lean on. All I ask of you is to stop with the words and stop this river that has crashed upon my face. Be the one for me. Let the music play just one more time. Let it run though these veins once more. Make this heart beat again. How long will it take for you to care? For you to love? For you to give me back my light that I need? Share your life with me and you shall see the heavens that you have been waiting for. See another world that only lives in this heart. Do not leave me so hollow. Don't take away what is left of this soul. If only for a moment that you could see that I mean you no harm. I kneel on the floor. All the noise around me begins to echo inside my head and I can feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into the unknown. I can't see; I can't breath. No energy left in this body. The knife pushes deeper into me and I can feel my soul bleeding. There is no one to blame but you. Forever the pain will be..Forever you will hurt me. Say goodbye to the FadedLover...Send my pics and video to your cell phone!
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My Interests

Cruel Intentions and Colorblind
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I'd like to meet:

A friend, A lover, A future.
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Name: Chris J. Michaels
Birthday: June 15, 1982
Birthplace: South St. Louis City
Current Location: South St. Louis
Eye Color: Hazel (But they change all the time. It's so cool)
Hair Color: Depends on what day
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: Lefty Here (Oh yeah)
Your Heritage: A whole lot of stuff
The Shoes You Wore Today: Depends on what time
Your Weakness: None
Your Fears: None
Your Perfect Pizza: Anything goes
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Move Out Of Town
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Your a Dork!
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm still alive?
Your Best Physical Feature: My Soul
Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel Like It
Your Most Missed Memory: I miss it all
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi of Course
MacDonalds or Burger King: MacDonald's (Yummy)
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Any Tea Goes For Me
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla ( My Fav.)
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Like most of the time
Do you Sing: Try To
Do you Shower Daily: 2 times a day (sometimes 3)
Have you Been in Love: Nope
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Nope
Do you think you are Attractive: Let's not go there
Are you a Health Freak: Most of the Time
Do you get along with your Parents: My mother Only
Do you like Thunderstorms: There Is Nothing More Beautiful
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Never
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Umm... Yuck!!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: Not my Thing
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Never
Ever been Drunk: Do I really need to answer this?
Ever been called a Tease: Like all the time
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Nope
How do you want to Die: Im My Lover's Arms
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: I am not grown yet?
What country would you most like to Visit: Any place will do
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Anything goes
Favourite Hair Color: Anything goes
Short or Long Hair: Short
Height: 5'5-6'0
Weight: Don't really care...
Best Clothing Style: As long as you wear them it's cool
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: A whole lot
Number of Piercings: 2 left out of 12
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 0..You learn from it

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Music:

Really I guess that I could say that I do not have a favorite music selection. I like everything mostly, as long as I can make out what they are trying to say. lol... My most favorite kind of music if I had to choose would be the type that has real down to earth meaning. Music that relates to what I feel deep inside.

Movies:

My most favorite movies of all times I would have to say would be Fried Green Tomatoes, The Gonnies, The Legends Of Billy Jean and The Breakfast Club. If you never seen them, you must.

Television:

Only really watch it if there is nothing better to do at the moment.

Books:

Yep, I read them.

Heroes:

My mother would be one of my heroes cause of how much she had to go through with my father. The man is a loser and if she could put up with him for as long as she could than she is a plus in my book. Also my grandmother is my second hero because of how much she has done for me.

My Blog

Today

Whatever... That's all for today.
Posted by FadedLover on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:01:00 PST

Story of my Life

Sometimes I feel there is a hole inside of me. An emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear you could probably hear the ocean. The moon tonight there is a circl...
Posted by FadedLover on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 04:49:00 PST

Where To Begin

Do you ever feel as if everything in your life just never made any sense and you look down the road and see nothing but the darkness that has haunted you your whole life? That is what I feel rig...
Posted by FadedLover on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 10:21:00 PST

Lastest News

Oh dear where to begin... Well I just got out of the shower and decieded to write something on here that would make a little more sense to you all on who I am. My name is Chris J. Stegeman...
Posted by FadedLover on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 10:17:00 PST

Could This Just Be a Dream?

In time it is said that the things we hope for will come in time. I believe that it finally has for me. The other day I meant someone that changed every way I look at the world. Ther...
Posted by FadedLover on Thu, 28 Sep 2006 08:31:00 PST

Next Chapter

Welcome to another chapter in my life. Lot's have been going on and little at the same time. I am off of work for the day so I am glad about that. I need time to just lay around and ...
Posted by FadedLover on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 09:13:00 PST

Falling Angels Lay With Me

At home all alone with no one to hold. No one to see. No one to make a smile upon my face. Where you are no one knows. I have not moved since you left me so cold. So alone...
Posted by FadedLover on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 10:24:00 PST

This Is The Truth

When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace. -Jimi Hendrix
Posted by FadedLover on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 06:39:00 PST

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Posted by FadedLover on Tue, 22 May 2007 04:00:00 PST

Where Is Home?

It seems as if I have a house to go to but I never have a home...I'm so tired of always moving and never knowing how long I will stay. Someday this will all change for me. Someday the chao...
Posted by FadedLover on Thu, 03 May 2007 11:25:00 PST