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.bon.

i know i'm a mess he don't wanna clean up.

About Me

* i'm known to be argumentative * i tend to only date guys who are older. * i ♥ old movies * i'd marry Cary Grant * i hate people who open their mouth and don't know what the fuck they're talking about. * i hate Bush. I think a monkey is smarter and could be running the white house more efficiently and properly. * i go no where with out my iPod. true fact. * my family is crazy. end of story. * i like it rough. * on that note, i bite. * i have awkward crushes on awkward guys. * i hate normal rap. i think its crap. lalala. * i have a brain. and unlike some girls who think its cute that they dont read books, I USE MY BRAIN. * i hate slutty, brainless, worthless girls. They are wasting my precious air. And my precious time. *DANCE IS NOT A SPORT. it's bullshit. :) * Don't get even. Get it all. * I have multiple OCDs. * I have 3 small twitches. 1 when I eat, 1 I just have and 1 when I * If I wasn't in fashion I'd be in politics.

My Interests

Rock, Rolling down hills on summer days, jamming out to Christmas music in the middle of June, designing and (sometimes) wearing clothes, bouncing on my bed like I'm 5, laying in my back yard with my doberman, reading really long books that might be a little boring but finding out in the end I acctually learned some new big words, and traveling. Oh and spending time with people that don't get on my nerves.

I'd like to meet:

* the queens (Bette, Cher, Barbara, Aretha, Patti, Judy, Liza, Stevie && Celine!!!!) *trent reznor *bob dylan *david bowie *donatella versace *dolce & gabbana *isaac mizrahi *tom ford(!!!) *stella mccartney *zac pozen *vera wang *** AND some major sex gods btw- YOU want to meet these hotties:

lurve!!!!

Music:

Queen, Phantom Planet, Coldplay, David Grey, Jet, Bob Dylan, Temptations, The Darkness, Lenny Kravitz, The Cure, Tea Party, Keane, Rat Pack, Duke Ellington, Nina Simone, Louis Armstrong, Ella Fitzgerald, Paris Combo, Charles Trenet, The Pixies, Chaka Kahn, Blue October, Barenaked Ladies, Radiohead, Smashing Pumpkins, Beatles, Cher, Lauryn Hill, Aretha Franklin, Marvin Gaye, Al Greene, Modest Mouse, No Doubt, Nirvana, Poe, Ray Charles, Rolling Stones, Stabbing Westward, Yeah Yeah Yeah's, The Vines, The Hives, The Strokes, Tony Bennet, Tom Jones, Rod Stewart, Cat Stevens ( Y.I.), Rooney, Madonna, Johnny Cash, Katie Gell, Goo Goo Dolls, Gary Jules, Foo Fighters, Elton John, Earth Kitt, Earth, Wind and Fire, Depeche Mode, Deftones, David Bowie, Blink 182, The Beta Band, Tom Petty, The Flaming Lips, The Roots, Stevie Wonder, Paul Simon, Jay-Z, Miles Davis, Elliot Smith, Nine Inch Nails ...

Movies:

I like: silent movies, badly dubbed movies where you can make up the lines, funny movies, kid movies, Disney movies, movies they show on TCM and late night on Bravo, Bed knobs and Broomsticks, Flintstones Christmas (which I never returned to Blockbuster and now probably owe about 300 on), Uncle Buck, When Harry Met Sally, Sleepless In Seattle and You've Got Mail (because I always cry when he comes around the corner at the end of the movie). I like Monty Python movies, especially when it's raining. I LOVE Johnny Depp movies (esp. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas). I like ..aries and mockumentaries. I like indie movies especially if I've listened to a lot of indie music. I like French films, there's something about them that make them more intriguing, and German films, when they yell it's even more intense. And I love movies when you get to the end you have to replay it because the end had a really mad and brilliant twist. I hate: watching scary movies alone and being alone the night after. I hate bad movies that have either really bad actors or just plain suck. I hate movies that make no sense, feel choppy or have too much sex, or to much stupidity on part of young angst. But I love when a movie is so stereotypical it almost hurts but so good it makes you fall in love with it. (i.e. Pirates of The Caribbean.)

Television:

I don't like television that much. Though I do tend to catch every Will and Grace, Queer Eye, Lost (which is very addictive) and Oprah. Other then that I'm reading or dancing crazy (sometimes scantily clad) to very loud music or to my iPod, or taking my dog for a walk, or painting or sketching or sitting outside watching really lame cloud formations and making them into pirate ships and mermaids or airplanes with really funny hijackers who don't really hijack. (Did I just completely digress or what?)

Books:

I like funny books and deep books, and really big books that I can't understand but carry around so people think I'm smart. But then again I like books that are really big and I can understand. I like poetry books and picture books. I like children's books because they're simple and uncomplicated and short and sweet and always end the way life never does.

Heroes:

My hero is my dog. He has led a very good life and soon he will die and I will miss his great loyalty and admiration. He leads a simple life of trying hard to not strain himself. He sleeps all day, gets fed treats for lying down and sitting and not barking while outside. He gets belly rubs by just looking me in the eye. He is my hero because he protects me and comforts me when I'm sad, he listens and never complains and he doesn't leave the toilet seat up or leave underwear by my bed or dirty dishes in the kitchen or really do much to aggravate me except when he lays on the couch and doesn't get up even though he sees me.He is my hero because he hasn't ever played catch when he didn't want to, colored his hair because it was brown, or barked any less quiet because the neighbors complained. He's my hero because he's not lazy he's cuddly and he's not non-compliant just free spirited and he's not mean he just knows people by a some what weird third sense, which I truly trust.

My Blog

the stiring of something inside

its funny how a song can transport you.back to a certain time.when things seemed so different.when all you wanted to do was be numb.medicated yourself with drugs and liquor.found your way in to the ar...
Posted by .bon. on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 12:21:00 PST

surprise surprise

1. Name Please?Victoria2. Okay, but what does your best friend call you?kiks calls me a slut or vickie, kate and kianna call me tori and... well so...
Posted by .bon. on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 11:51:00 PST

what do you think, Alice Cooper?

1. Where were you at 3:02 AM this morning?working out.2. How did you get the idea for your MySpace name?long story.3. What song are you listening t...
Posted by .bon. on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 09:49:00 PST

too shaky to hold

[one]. Spell your name without an A.victori[two]. Are you single?yep[three]. Whats your favorite number[s]?hmm 13, 17, & 19[four]. Whats your favorite color[s]?lilac and orange[five]. Least favori...
Posted by .bon. on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 07:58:00 PST

so bad.

how can i describe the pain inside?with out being emo?it sounds silly and stupid.i try and push it away.want to kick it in the shin and run.but all i do is toss and turn.i can't sleep.wake up my roomm...
Posted by .bon. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:23:00 PST

get him back.

i can't write. i am stuck.my brain is blocked like the swing in of a cop car while you're going 99 on the highway.fuck.shit.cunt.contemptible.these pretenious girls.with their bags and make up.i can s...
Posted by .bon. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:41:00 PST

myspace song

I was staring at the sky Just looking for a star To pray on, or wish on Or something like that I was having a sweet fix Of a daydream of a boy Whose reality I knew Was a hopeless to be had But then ...
Posted by .bon. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:25:00 PST

this time around

1. If your doctor told you TODAY that you/you're gf were pregnant, what would you say?um... it would have had to been born by now. UM BY THE WAY!!!!! its YOUR NOT YOU'RE- YOU MORON! learn fuckin engl...
Posted by .bon. on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 09:11:00 PST

survey. of course.

[A] - Available?yep[B] - birthday?29.11.88[C] - crushing?yep... [D] - last drink you had?milk[E] - easiest people to talk to?katie.kianna.kate.[F] - fav. color(s)?lilac or orange[G] - gummy bears or g...
Posted by .bon. on Tue, 02 Oct 2007 06:27:00 PST

never fall so far so fast

i want to do things to you that i shouldn'tthat fresh cropped hairsoft as a babyslips like those ...words are all i wishjust utter something, pleasethunder rolls and lightening stingsi laugh rememberi...
Posted by .bon. on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 11:32:00 PST