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DaRkhO

Kho of Fall Blame ( The Velvet Dreams)

About Me

(This is about the peoples around me....!!!) What do they all talk about? Their idiotic language, their mindless chatter.It drives me insane. And then they talk to me. Ridicule, humiliation, ignominious torture. Argh!! why do they do it? What is their possible pleasure? And they call ME sick and twisted. Their foul language, owh, so clever. How mature. You can say the "F" word. do they even know what it means? "Fornication Under Consent of the King." "Sir, what does Fornication mean? They can't understand simple phrases. They can't understand their own phrases. Imbasils. Sometimes, I really pity teachers. And sometimes I envy them. What wouldn't I give to administer detentions. What wouldn't I give. When will they ever realise. they are all clones. They express their individuality, by dressing like 50 cent. Copycats are not individual. Somebody could be a true individual.They are unlike anybody else. They are just, them. Somebody like me. Aaand........... here comes that torture again.When will they learn. They are as individual as sheep. The only individuals, are the freaks,The loonatics, the mad ones, the maniacs. If I ruled the world, i'd have fun.If I rules the world, i'd gag them all.Layout made by me

My Interests

You dont know me. dont pretend you do. you have no idea of what im going through! but it's not your fucking problem. you dont know who i'll be..!! i'm a "nerdy son of a bitch", you say! i know it's not a lie..sometimes i wonder, would they care if i died? the same conclusion is reached tho.."NO" and in my heart, i know im half right. some are depressed. it's true. why? is it my fault? i always hurt the one i love. some call me mean. in the back of my mind. i know it's true! im a hurtful person! too much rejection in this lifetime.. i've only wanted to be loved..!!! the feeling i never retourned, tho.. SOMETIMES I HATE MYSELF!

I'd like to meet:

Today always talks about tomorrow. I always say this will change with time. Change with want Change with need Change because all my fuckups drowned me till i can't breath. I try not to think Dont think so much. I love me, I really do. I Learn from all the " Do the right thing" talks. I guess. I want to be the best person I can ..It always seems to take over. Dont pretend to not care. I can't fool myself. I can fool you tho. And I do.

Music:

- cradle of filth - children of bodom - tristania - epica - apocalyptica - shape of despair - coal chamber - devildriver - slipknot - stonesour - killswitch engage - lamb of god - still remains - drowning pool - lacuna coil - nightwish - trivium - fallblame - deathstar - agonia - within temptation - walls of jericho - delain - after forever - avalon - as i lay dying - the 69 eyes - threat signal - leave's eyes - black label society - opeth - dry kill logic - rikets - list goes on..

Movies:

movies lol...

Television:

television lol...

Books:

books lol...

Heroes:

myself lol...

My Blog

love is fucking destroying me!!!

Take a gun to my head,Pull the trigger And declare me deadThis is what I figureIsn't this all I ever wanted?To be in alone in a roomWith that special 'one'Beyond the curtain is the moonA light that do...
Posted by DaRkhO on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:54:00 PST

life is sucks, i don't think i can go on!!!!

It's not normal,How could it be?To think of death,As the only way to be free.I'm so trapped,This life is closing down,The walls fall around me,As im deafened by the sound,The sound that punches,From i...
Posted by DaRkhO on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 06:51:00 PST