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Exclusively Natalie.

I am here for Friends

About Me

You are tired,
(I think)
Of the always puzzle of living and doing;
And so am I.
Come with me, then,
And we'll leave it far and far away--
(Only you and I, understand!)
You have played,
(I think)
And broke the toys you were fondest of,
And are a little tired now;
Tired of things that break, and--
Just tired.
So am I.
But I come with a dream in my eyes tonight,
And I knock with a rose at the hopeless gate of your heart--
Open to me!
For I will show you the places Nobody knows,
And, if you like,
The perfect places of Sleep.
Ah, come with me!
I'll blow you that wonderful bubble, the moon,
That floats forever and a day;
I'll sing you the jacinth song
Of the probable stars;
I will attempt the unstartled steppes of dream,
Until I find the Only Flower,
Which shall keep (I think) your little heart
While the moon comes out of the sea.
-e.e. cummings

My Interests

"Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will."
Romans 12:1-2

singing.
writing.
reading.
laughing.
coffee and conversation.
photography.

I'd like to meet:

someone who could pour insight and knowledge into me.
someone to (help) pick up my pieces.
someone who will take me seriously.
someone who could reassure me that my efforts are not in vain.
someone to hide with me.
someone who's been there.
just someone.

Music:

is my anti-drug.

Movies:

anything to move or inspire.

i love musicals.

Books:

the gift.
traveling pants [series].
the holy bible.
poetry.
lord of the flies.
to kill a mockingbird.
captivating.
the notebook.
the wedding.
a walk to remember.
pieces.
the new lion.
homeless bird.
dateable.
anne of green gables.
holes.
the bean trees.
the perks of being a wallflower.
pride and prejudice.
the importance of being earnest.
from the mixed up files of mrs. basil e. frankweiler.
the secret life of bees.
me talk pretty one day.
the late bloomer's revolution.

currently reading:
blue jazz.
harry potter 5.

Heroes:

franklin johnson sr.

My Blog

we all look elsewhere.

what is this? ...this bitterness and frustration that brings a sickening sense of comfort.i feel almost as though i'm sinking back into immaturity, and pleading to escape this prison of mediocrity, al...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sun, 21 Oct 2007 10:59:00 PST

unprepared.

so today in my math class i realized something.i should have been studying for my test next period, but instead i was contemplating my insufficiencies. it's what i do.i am unprepared.for anything, and...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 05:08:00 PST

am i missing? or was the body found?

"this is the end."i've got 3 days until my junior year.it's funny, when i was younger i always thought i'd be content with myself by now.i guess i still think that about the future.this summer has bee...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 08:50:00 PST

movies watched this summer.

[in no particular order]garden state.stomp the yard.the guardian.catch and release.charlie and the chocolate factory.rize.eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.premonition.the bourne identity.300.free...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 04:40:00 PST

lean like a cholo.

pulling everything out of the hat to avoid going home,this is the summer that i dreamed about,where incense grasps my hair and rainbows give me a mean tan line.excessive amounts of sugar and carbs put...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 04:59:00 PST

what the jellyfish wishes.

the farmer's boy was born in a season of drought and dreamed nightly of a coastline where it was rumored that stars were migrating from everywhere to the west and were crashing into the sea. No one kn...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sat, 12 May 2007 02:30:00 PST

Conor's done it once again.

Waste Of PaintI have a friend, he's mostly made of paint. He wakes up, drives to work,and then straight back home again. He once cut one of my nightmares out of paper.I thought it was beautiful, I put...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Thu, 03 May 2007 01:53:00 PST

a pathetic attempt.

i am discovering more and more everyday,that i am so many things.there is so much.and so few people know.and that's my own fault.nobody but me.that word seems to be the center of my life.me.my.mine.i ...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:46:00 PST

All at Once/Nothing at All (Inspired by

This pen and paper have been kept apart for far too long, and the reuniting embrace sends words flaming across my page. I stand watching, silently screaming the unanswered to the blind, deaf, and mute...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 06:52:00 PST

Transcendentalism.

The sun heaves its last breaths of daylight while she is here, alone. Her entire life condensed here in this immeasurable moment, The tide crashing waves of emotion. They wash away everyone she's know...
Posted by Exclusively Natalie. on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 12:39:00 PST