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Appreciate the little things, cuz one day you might look back and realize those were the big things

About Me

So time for some updating!! So lets see Im now 25 yrs old and a prous Single mom of the greatest 4 yr old i could ever imagine. Hes my best friend and has taught me to be head strong, always look forward and to never give up no matter much you want to. Ive been a widow since Oct 2007 and since then i have turned my life around drastically. I recently finished school for medical Asst. and eventulaly i want to be a biller and coder for medical insurance. I love my parents who have been there no matter what. I have the most awesome bestfriend whose family has shown me that true genuine people still exist in this world and who have my back no matter what. for the first time in my life i relaly feel loved and wanted. Life has thrown me some wicked curve balls these past 2 yrs but i finally decided to grab another mit so ic an not only catch them better but thrown them back harder then they came. I recently just purchased a new home 3 stories 1800 sq ft and i absolutely feel so blessed and grateful its amazing, i love it. Now all i need is my best friend who just happens to be my lover and the one i can stand for the rest of my life... you out there???
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like meeting new people and going out and having a good time when i can get away. I want to meet that special someone where are you damn it!!! lol

My Blog

"Life Hurts"

Always expect the worst, then you will never be disappointedIn some situations that quote is very much true, but what if you set urself up and prepare yourself for the worst and then something even ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Feb 2009 04:56:00 GMT

Life’s Wicked Little Curve Balls

So I wake up yesterday all excited because I was finally getting my butt back in school. And what made it even greater was I was in medium sized scrubs when I started out in extra large just less than...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 16:21:00 GMT

Everything

Find me here, speak to meI want to feel you, I need to hear youYou are the light that's leading me to the placeWhere I find peace againYou are the strength that keeps me walkingYou are the hope that k...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Nov 2008 06:23:00 GMT

Us two (another poem)

Us Two   Have I found you nowif not, then when?miles i've serachedmere ahead, i feel again Have I tried too hardto find you there?are you just a mythmy soul wont spare? This myth that growseach p...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 05:49:00 GMT

Poem

I'm not suppose to love you. I'm not suppose to care. I'm not suppose to live my life,              wishing you were there. I'm not suppose t...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Nov 2008 05:35:00 GMT

Happy Birthday Russell Daves November 6th

I was going to write a blog about this on Oct 23rd but it was just too hard for me at the time so I thought I would do it right before his birthday Nov. 6th when Russell would have turned 29 years old...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:02:00 GMT

Perfect

Bleeding Love Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen But something happened for the very first...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Feb 2008 18:39:00 GMT

Ouch!!!

So ive been out of work all week because about a week and half ago i noticed this bump on the side of the middle of my back and noticed it kept getting bigger then harder and statrted to hurt worse an...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 11:26:00 GMT

how to deal

People say things happen for a reason but I'm not sure if I believe that or not or perhaps I just haven't seen the reasons why just yet. I don't think I know how to deal with a big loss in&n...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 23:31:00 GMT

Love, Lust, Marriage

LOVE.............when your eyes meet across a crowded room.LUST.............when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE...when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. L...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 20:23:00 GMT