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joker

were all born wit pride keeping it is the hard part

About Me

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------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------"Happi ness can subside, but frustration never lets go" I have been awfully mistreated in my life by my fellow peers and/or family, and feel a growing frustration towards my life and my inability to do anything about it. Since no one has ever really been there for me, I bottle most things inside. And that is quite a lot of pain bottled up too. Deep inside I yearn for many things; feelings for affinity, for the world to improve, for people to stop being judgemental amongst other things. Yet my hope in improvement is very low, and believe I only have the power over myself. When I am in larger crowds I tend to get irritated by the prescence of others, so I keep to myself. Those who know me are probably aware of the hate I carry, but I cant help but ignore it for now.-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ----- i couldnt be happy for even one day not a minute or a year. i have no hope im a lost wondering soul. i have nowhere left to go. in my subconsious im trapped and caged. i guess im happy only in dreams. in reality im not what i seem im miserable although it dont show. i have no hope and nowhere left to go...my heart is blackened i have no more cares my soul is lost so i have nothing to fear. im trapped so i gave up with nothing left to do. and if you dont like the way this poem is written by me then fuck you.ive finally given up to many people have been waiting for this so if your one of them enjoy it while you can.-------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ --alright time for something new there are few people i will do anything for but for those select few i would put my life on the line for so here goes first off there are my boiz i can always rely on these kids when i need help wit something first there is my boi matt i can rely on that kid for almost anything then there is his cousin billy that kid is crazy but u can def trust him then there is my friend rich yeah he can be a pain but its whateve he is a good kid then there is joey ive known that kid for years on end along with them there is cj jose jesse john aaron kenny mike jake zack and reggie...then there are the girls that mean the world to me i would do anything for anyone of them without a second thought about what they asked me to do first there is cella she is like my little sister then there is her friend alyssa and her friend janelle along with allie those are some of the willows girls but the others are becca steph bree toni kellie and aubs they are real important they can be a crazy bunch but they make me laugh and some of them keep me going but they are all important to me in there own way then there is kenny's girl diana she is one of my close friends i dont know what i would do without her and kenny they were meant to be there a great couple and i hope it stays that way but back to the girls that mean alot to me one that means so much to me right now is patrycja we went out and it didnt work out but hey there is always next time there is my friend alisha she is one of my old friends back when i was in collins wow that was years agobut im done for right now thats it ..........R.I.P Pat Mclaughlin...god rest his soul.------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------ ------------------------------- welcome to the party and when i say this im just getting started cause if you thought i was stupid before then now u'll think im retarded all i ever do is listen to people and this makes the hole i dug go deeper and the coffin im in feel a little steeper than it was before and suddenly i seen light and see a door and i open it and to my surprise i wasnt a corpse anymore i was a person who was not to be ignored by anyones standards and i became much harder to handle so the ax that i once used i put back on its mantle and and gave into the light side of my soul and for once in my life i felt whole and from that point on i realized i would'nt be alone and that i was more than just human all flesh and bone i realized that the hate i once carried could have destroyed my soul but i have finally let go.and am ready to embrace what i dont know...+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++ roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs And give me an hourKissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!!Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiplyRoses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with creamSex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laidSex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!!Roses are red Pickles are green I like your legs Espessually betweenroses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++- --------------------------------------------------------- Music Codes Central
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I'd like to meet:

you know who id like to meet someone that wont fuck wit my emotions someone that will treat me right and in return ill do the same... id like to meet someone whos idea of fun is the same as mine even if i dont know what that is.someone who wont act one way and really be another around me.someone funny and with a passion for living day by day.and someone who is attractive somewhat. but thats who i would like to meet although i dont think such a person exists.

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Heroes:

i have a hero its me and thats how its gonna stay