♦((Oh Scheiße))♦[CZECH iT OuT]♦

i am vulnerable on certain situations actions and thoughts like theres no tomorrow but then i can be too cold depending if u ask for it..i react to ppls actions theres no reason for me to start anything if i dont have a reason to. i love knowing there is someone that woulndt mind hearing from me and make the time to be there my standards are pretty low for others.. but for myself ...theyre pushing through the ceeling its not helping but its helping me knowing where i stand
one thing that hurts me so bad is when someone close to me makes me think of myself diff.. tells me why i did it or how i did it when i know my self the truth but if its osemone like ur fam. member then how could they do that to you?when they only supposubly mean good but it still destroys you still makes you think that theyre right for who i am..( bitch. dumbass and more)sadly its not true its all a lie and they cant see it but still they howl at you for what they think is right ..so if anyone close to me will do some shit like that to me i will not tolerate it Not even close...
i dont want to be stressed my whole life knowing what comes next and having doubt
i dont want to belong anywhere anymore
theres always a consequence to which path you take
i like comforting things
pshychology has my heart
i want to be good enough...
but that will never happen
Dance!