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Chad

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About Me

I want to experience everything! I want to be a part of everything that's fun, exciting, and new in life. I want to be successful and provide a life for myself that my parents were never able to. I love going to school because i feel as though i am contributing to the world and preparing a life for myself. I enjoy having the best things in life, but will settle for mediocre at the moment. My passion in life has to be music; more along the lines of singing. Although i don't feel a calling to make it a profession it will always drive me. I also write. This can smooth out any problem for me. I also love the gym. I'm not a buff dude yet but it will come and it's already showing a bit. But i love it! The beach is the shit! I love being in the sun with no shirt on, getting a tan and being in the water. I find myself always looking for somoene special, as most of us do in life, but for me it seems to be an ongoing venture. I feel as though i am missing something and i'm still trying to discover what it is. More or less, i just live my life as it comes to me never expecting too much, but always hoping for the best. I'm a very optomistic person as well. One important thing i tell myself that i think is great advice is that when you are upset and you wanna do something drastic, "Never make a permanent decison in a temporary situation". Profile modified by: The CricketSoda Myspace Profile Editor

My Interests

Singing, writting, school, gym ya'll, different cultures, learning new things, just being around intelligent/real people.

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet anyone with a good heart, direction in life, and around my age (18-26). I have more things in common with people around my own age. Of course this applies to friends or anything more. But, however, PLEASE be mature because i'm not looking for children. And oh yeah, for the anything more part.....you kinda need to be gay and a guy. But if not, then friends are always great. Always looking to meet new people!.. Madonna Videos | Music Video Code | Columbus Lofts

Movies:

I love to laugh, love a good tear jerker, love seeing some ass kickin action, and love drama ON THE BIG SCREEN. since i keep it outta my life. I LOVE IT ALL! BEAT THAT!!

Television:

i'm way too busy to keep up with any shows although i have tried. but i love some of the stuff that isn't current anymore such as, Roseanne, Three's Company, and my all time favorite-Xena WP! However, i love W&G! i have all the seasons of QAF and im buying Desperate Housewives as they come out! As long as i have someone to lay with, i'll watch anything. But i hate watching sports such as football, baseball, etc. I was tortured with this as a child.

Books:

haha i could prolly list the books i've read on my own on two hands. wow! i feel like a loser. but the best books i've ever read would have to be Rainbow Boys and Rainbow High. Amazing books that i totally related to.

Heroes:

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My Blog

the way i see things at the moment

Life is so crazy sometimes and I wonder where I will be in a year. In the last year I have lost and re-gained something that holds such a place in my heart that to lose it would be losing a piece of m...
Posted by Chad on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 08:22:00 PST

I Still See You & I

Many oceans I have crossed just to be with you Many times I have wondered can we make it through Again I gamble on this love, cant bare to lose again Can we make it, will we win, or will this bring us...
Posted by Chad on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 07:07:00 PST

A Soldier's Poem

i'm not the biggest supporter of war or violence.  i feel that some things have to be done for a reason, people but a life is a life and not every person that is dying over there is a terrorist.&...
Posted by Chad on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:43:00 PST

once in a lifetime

i was sitting here tonight going through some files on my computer and i found something, a letter.  a letter that brought me to a place i dont think i will ever let go of.  i think we all h...
Posted by Chad on Tue, 14 Feb 2006 09:13:00 PST

Here and NOW

so now school has started back and i'm taking three classes.  my time now is soooo limited and i have no life.  it's kinda sad.  i just wanna say  thanx and i love you to...
Posted by Chad on Mon, 23 Jan 2006 04:14:00 PST

The Sunlight

alright my peeps.  this one i typed up at work sitting at my desk bored as hell.  btw this isn't about anyone, it's just something i created.  here it goes... The Sunlight I'm closing m...
Posted by Chad on Fri, 23 Dec 2005 01:10:00 PST

one more thing....

so things are going so great right now!  finally, i feel like my life is taking off!  my job is great, school will be starting soon, and i finally have things planned out.  i have ...
Posted by Chad on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 08:47:00 PST

Worth My Life

Read it and weep (seriously).   Hold on to me while Im holding tight to you You can relax in my arms now, you have nothing else to prove I wont let you go, I will keep hold to what is true You...
Posted by Chad on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 06:28:00 PST

Holding His Hand

ok this is a new one, but i'm not sure if it flows.  i'm a little unsure about it.  let me know ok.    i wish i could change his lifeif only i could go back in timesave him from t...
Posted by Chad on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 11:16:00 PST

Thankyou Erik!

i just wanted to say thankyou to Erik for giving me a place to stay in Gainsville!  i had a lot of fun and we will have another sleepover again soon.  i still think that your roomate is the ...
Posted by Chad on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 11:17:00 PST