LYRICS FOR MY MOTHER!!!
I got a call today, that I didn't wanna hear
but I knew that it would come.
And I thought of all the bad luck,
and all the struggles we went through.
I've been learning to live without you now
but I miss you sometimes.
The more I know, the less I understand.
All the things I thought I figured out, I'm learning them again.
I've been tryin' to get down to the Heart of the Matter.
But my will gets weak, and my thoughts seem to scatter.
But I think it's about forgiveness.
All the people in your life who've come and gone
they let you down, you know they hurt your pride.
Better put it all behind you; cause life goes on
You keep carrin' that anger, it'll eat you up inside.Get Your Own! | View Slideshow19 female from Brooklyn, N.Y
I Love watching movies, cooking, and hanging out with friends.
In my spare time I love to read a good book, go shopping & exercise.
I'm a Style Expert at Lane Bryant. I'm a very outgoing person I love trying new things, and having a good time.
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Carol
Birthday: October 9, 1987
Birthplace: Brooklyn, NY
Current Location: Brooklyn
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'6
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: african american
The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Dunks
Your Weakness: Chocolate
Your Fears: Roaches!! ewwww
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese and Pineapples
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Make a lot of money in my business and stay in tip-top shape
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: AWWWW...MAN!!!
Your Best Physical Feature: My smile
Your Bedtime: my what??? bedtime?...what the hell is that..lol
Your Most Missed Memory: graduation
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: don't really matter to me...but preferably single dates
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: nope
Do you Swear: only when I get mad or when it needs to be used in the conversation
Do you Sing: yea....but its not something you would want to hear
Do you Shower Daily: of course...gotta keep that pussycat so fresh and so clean
Have you Been in Love: ohhhhh yeah
Do you want to go to College: Already am
Do you want to get Married: yup
Do you belive in yourself: all the time
Do you get Motion Sickness: in long car rides..sometimes it depends if i ate or not
Do you think you are Attractive: yes
Are you a Health Freak: Yup, I turned vegetarian because of it..lol
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: no
Do you play an Instrument: I played the Piano for a year
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no
In the past month have you Smoked: no no no
In the past month have you been on :
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: Yes, for my Tap performance
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no, but that is something that I want to try.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yes (unforgettable)
Ever been called a Tease: yes....hehehe
Ever been Beaten up: all throughout elementary school; wasn't until middle school when I started being called, by my parents, a "problem child"
Ever Shoplifted: when I was 10. Hey, it was after school, I was hungry and the bag of chips was 75 cents and I had a penny. What would you have done???
How do you want to Die: In my sleep. Peaceful & Painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Medical Lab Technician
What country would you most like to Visit: Italy
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Light brown
Favourite Hair Color: Black
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than 5'9 or taller
Weight: doesn't matter, can't be too big though. can't be too small either. I like my guys with some meat on em...hehehe
Best Clothing Style: Urban/Conservative (No baggy pants hanging below your ass, can someone say "TURN-OFF")
Number of I have taken: what the &*..$
Number of CDs I own: about 90
Number of s:
Number of s:
Number of things in my Past I Regret: not too many, im proud of the stupid decisions that I made in that past. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't of learned from them, and wouldn't of been the person that I am today.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"
Sunrise
You have sunrise eyes. Sunrise is the color of joy and elation. Your eyes symbolize your general sense of wellness. Your confidence and high self-esteem each and every day make you the person people want to be around. You are a very creative, passionate, and sexual person. You are not afraid to tell people what you think of them, whether good or bad. Some words to describe you: self-assuredness, out-going, busy, cheerful, bright, amiability, courage, successful, creative, personable, happiness, motivational, optimistic, strong, and aware.
You Are Chinese Food
Exotic yet ordinary.
People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.
What Kind of Food Are You?
You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful
But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself
You're the perfect blend of independent and caring
You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!
Are You a Good Girlfriend?I am a closed book.
Sealed off to the rest of the world.
People stand and laugh as my life goes down in a swirl.
But I'll go down in a blaze of glory just like the Phoenix.
And then rise again, I can't wait till you see it.
I live a life filled with tests and trials.
But you'd never know it because I stay equipped with smiles.
I am a closed book.
Pick me up, dust me off and open me.
Read between the lines of the verses I've written so openly.
Take time, let the words accomplish their duty.
If not today, let me remain on the shelf.
For tomorrow brings the definition for myself.
I pray one day that I am read.
Either aloud or in ones head.
but until that day.
I am a closed book.
~Keys~
Love is a feeling that makes u tingle. You hated the feeling of being single. You can finally say that you aren't alone. No more watching Waiting to Exhale or Love Jones. You can now suppress those tears, of watching days morph into years. But; sorry to say love isn't forever. One day he will no longer be your lover. He wil scream and hit you. You'll have no idea what to do. She will fuss and fight, and you'll be like this aint right. He will break all of your things. But then you remember the kiss on the swings: And you begin 2 cry.
~Keys~
A silhouette of beauty, unmatched and unrivaled by anything. She is in a league of her own. Gliding along with the breeze. Even the winds acknowledge her elegance. Flowing locks with a shade of bronze that stands out like a new penny amongst a pile of corroded ones. As she walks along the streets, mouths widen and jaws drop. Skin like creamy butterscotch. A buxom of perfection, the men hold out their hands praying for a touch. My dreams of tracing those delicious curves. The sheer pleasure of satisfaction, such an amazing sensation it would be if we became one energy. Our two life forces united becoming an invincible fortress of affection and passion. As I linger in my room gazing out the window these images and fantasies race around in my understanding, generating courage to do what I have procrastinated for such a long while. As I rise to the occasion, the doorbell chimes. I open the door to an image of perfection that can only be forged within the sanctum I call my mind. The moonlight adds a glow to her body similar to Cielo. Her eyes bright as the noon sun. And her lips are full like a mother bearing child. "Aren't I what you've dreamt of for so long?" She asks. I nod in amazement. She smiles; and it's just timeless. ~Keys~
