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soapie

Freedom is not what someone orders you to do.

About Me

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i'm really good at finding things. i love treasure/scavenger hunts, and navigating, and hunting down things people have lost.
when my home makes people feel good, i swell with excitement.
i have a mini-zoo. but it is not complete. i want my own pig to love.
madrones are my favorite, but i like all fields and forests. pine forest floor so squishy makes me feel nice.
i like to drink whiskey, i think it is my favorite alcohol because it is the only one besides mulled cider that gives me that warm fuzzy-all-over feeling without a headache or bellybloat.
i like to make up words like bellybloat, but i hate it when people make up words or make words longer or in any way defile language in order to try to sound smarter or more scientific.
my dog likes to lay on the back of the couch now, like a cat. but he's too heavy and falls down onto my computer while i'm typing and it's very frustrating.
i hope the boy of my dreams finds my love.
i hope i can someday live in the italian countryside and have a farm and be in love forever til i die.
i dream of the perfect willow tree; a blanket, a book, and these long vine-like branches enveloping me so no one can see. nature's perfect hiding spot. could be like this little explosion of love happening under nature's cover.
heaven, though, lies in the Yuba. no joke. those boulders are like little heaven beds, sprawled out under the sun.
i envy the ability of people to produce art, but only in the most sincere of ways. not envy like "i wish i was you," more like "you are amazing, i am appalled and flabbergasted at your fine artistic abilities."
i want to write more fluidly.
i think i am indecisive. i think i know i am, actually.
i enjoy hosting parties, but i usually won't clean up afterward for a few days. i am a very tidy person generally, but dishes are often my downfall.
i want to be with someone who i compliment well, no more butting heads.
i fucking love my gurrrrlllls like you wouldn't believe. no one has ever been there for me like them. we are one tight clan.
i don't want to become jaded.
i don't want to become lonely.
i love sledding and i love snow, but i hate freezing rain and ice.
i wish i could keep plants without them getting mites.
i like spoiling my lovies.
i heart the akron cooking coalition.
i think i might buy a corncob pipe. i do not have a button nose, though.
i just discovered that i can really enjoy good beer. wow.

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My Blog

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naked,i stood facing the lotthrough the same set of paneswe gazed through that eve;and as i stood therereflecting,and breathing,and drying,i noticed your lettering,and it made me smilebecause the pres...
Posted by on Mon, 04 May 2009 07:15:00 GMT

it's amazing what a little practice can do...

I got a ukulele.  I am so frikkin' excited.  I have been practicing nonstop and I already know how to play 2 songs, plus I've been messin' around with writing a little of my own stuff.  My friend Lis ...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:14:00 GMT

in case you are still living in the 1980s or something...

i mean, just in case......you might want to know that standard tipping these days at a restaurant is:hold on... wait for it...20%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!really.  no joke.  maybe 18% if you're not completely sa...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Apr 2009 01:36:00 GMT

it's spring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah buddy!

this summer is about to be filled with gypsy yard sales and fresh black cherries and ukulele sing-a-longs and arts and crafts and dirt and chlorinated pools and nature walks and 8 am runs through the ...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Apr 2009 10:14:00 GMT

ha ha! jameson+makers mark=yet another realization!

I wonder what Mr. French will think of things out west...I wonder if he will make friends.I know I will.I wonder if I'll end up bringing the cats.He'd be sad if I didn't.He'd be lonely.So I'd better b...
Posted by on Fri, 10 Apr 2009 23:34:00 GMT

sushi-belly-filled-realization

feels good, doesn't it?to get it out there?to have it be said?it was lurking,and i was smirkingbecause i knew what was to come.so, how do i know if i'm supposed to laughor crynow?'cause somehow i want...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 18:12:00 GMT

already? really? but it was so fun...

so i'm not so sure, reallywhat the defining moment wasor if there was one.one minute it was this beautiful explosion of potential and color and sound and loveand passion,and then it was all gone.but g...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:56:00 GMT

i once was lost, but now am found...only to go and get lost again

so, ladies and gentlemen, it has been decided.i will be leaving this place after all.akron has been for me what it was supposed to be.i landed here to find my footing again.got cleaned up and fixed up...
Posted by on Sat, 28 Mar 2009 12:53:00 GMT

ever yours

E 'qui a casa mia che mi sento più la pace, e anche la più caos. Quandonon vi è nulla di sinistro, non scintillio di energia, posso crolloqui, e si avvolgono me come il mio, perché questo è ciò che è....
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 06:33:00 GMT

sempre tuo

It is here in my own home that I feel the most peace, and also the most chaos.  When there is nothing left, no twinkle of energy, I can collapse here, and it will envelop me as my own, because that is...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Mar 2009 17:05:00 GMT