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I'm not? Who you really think "I am". I'm not normal. I'm not perfect. I'm damaged. You may see those pictures, those smiles I have in my gallery are just my outside appearance, but on my innerself within I have lots of problems. Most of my days I'm always "moody" and seldom "smile" you will see. I easily get smile?laugh? when someone makes some joke. nyaha! But most of my time I'm always alone. I enter into a relationship many times, but I always fail of loving them? (n_n) But I thank them ..cause I learned... Of how does it feels when you think them., Care so much about them., Understand them patiently., Be their inspiration., Getting hurt., Cry(^_^)., and Last is how to Kiss!?! Quote; "don't focus on what you lost... But what remains". "don't focus on the pain... But on how the pain is shaping you character. "don't focus on the failure... But on how the great lessons you've learned.I have lots of friends around me, but I can never have permanent friends? My friends says that? I'm very sweet?(w/c I do),Friendly, Talkative and Someone you can lean on? Those attitudes I have is true?..cause I want my friends feel that I love them and they are special to me. But I can't stay for long to be their friend. I love to listen alternative rock songs when I'm crying? Because of their meaningful lyrics.(Yes! They are meaningful if you'll just gonna listen to it carefully. Specially when I'm heart broken)harsh! harsh! I don't consider myself as rockista I just loved to listen to their songs and watch them in live. I really appreciate their composed songs very meaningful and really inspire other music rock lover.