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B3E ©

I just found out there's no such thing as the real world

About Me

On my first day I was given a soul.
On my second and almost every one to follow, it was tested.
I'm a 16 year old girl living in Harrison Nowhere Michigan.
I like sunshine and car rides.
Good coffee and stimulating conversation makes a perfect day.
I can't do a cartwheel to save my life.
There's a 95% chance that if we've met more than once I can describe your hands in great detail.
My feet are always cold (literally).
Even knowing this, I like being barefoot.
I chew on the side of my lip when I'm nervous or thinking really hard.
The only drama I don't avoid like a tsunami happens on a stage.
I plan on going to school for some sort of business degree.
I've been told that I take life too seriously.
I resent that.
I'm a sucker for acoustic.
I have brown eyes and really light colored eyelashes.
I don't wear make-up.
I don't feel that I need to be made up.
I raise my eyebrows a lot when I'm talking.
I believe in punishing children for their mistakes.
My singing voice is pretty horrible, but I do it anyway.
I love it.
I have a tendency to fall over at all the wrong times.
I walk a lot during the Summer.
I support local music.
I like writing letters.
I paint, sketch, and take pictures.
I'm not saying I'm any good at it, I'm just saying that I do it.
Reading poetry is great, but I can't write.
I try and be as open minded as possible.
I'm not a religious person, but I believe in having a purpose.
There can never be too much cheese on a salad.
I recycle.
I laugh at a lot of the wrong times.
I stretch a lot.
I believe in asking questions.
I have horrible posture.
I've started a lot of these statements with the word 'I'.
Purses bother me.
People that carry purses big enough to swing and hit me when they walk past need to be smacked upside the head.
I smack people in the heads a lot.
Talk to me.

My Interests

The pursuit of happiness.

Leave me lovely things here.

I'd like to meet:


Someone wise, but not arrogant.
Someone to go on road trips with

Music:

A LOT.
If I tried to list them all I'd probably have a heart attack trying to give each one a proper place in the list...
That would just NOT work out.
If you're ACTUALLY interested, I answer questions.

Movies:

Movies with plots and minimal explosions.

Television:

Scrubs
Ugly Betty

Books:

All of them.

Heroes:

I don't believe in basing your life around someone else's, be yourself.

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My Blog

i speak in song lyrics

i speak in song lyrics-- it keeps how i feel vague, it's rather useful"would i be lieing if i said i needed a hug?""you're the air that i breath. you're the sun when it breaks through the clouds. you'...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Fri, 30 Jun 2006 12:11:00 PST

I GOT TAGGED!!!!

you have to write 6 really weird things about yourself that almost nobody else knows (if you get tagged). so watch out.. six really weird facts about me!!! 1)strobe lights turn me on 2)contrary to pop...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 06:37:00 PST

13 tears

now i shed these 13 tears for the 13 years wasted on you crying with apologies for things not my fault   13 tears for 13 years worth of pain and sarrow i cry for what i lost to an ungrateful bit...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:37:00 PST

i just want you to say it back

not everything always goes wrong when i'm with you it all seems right walking on the beach making angels in the sand i see an angel in your eyes but you never seem to look back   just laying in y...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 01:21:00 PST

i wish i could cry...

i seriously wish i could cry... i need to but it just won't come out. i feel like shit.. i feel like shit because i'm happy, but it's a weird happy so i'm confused and i hate it all i feel like shit, ...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 02:39:00 PST

ugh..

i'm so fucking sick of myself. why in the fuck can't i bring myself to tell her that i like her? even if she doesn't like me, and we have a 95% chance of not working, it would still make me feel so mu...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Wed, 15 Feb 2006 06:37:00 PST

"our world is an ashtray.." -- manson

that was so fucking weird. i just talked with an old friend and it was weird because i hadn't even seen a picture of her in 2 years. but we were talking an i felt comfortable like i had known her fore...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Thu, 09 Feb 2006 08:07:00 PST

Eric

last night i found out that a friend of mine tried to kill himself the night prior. he took more than 800 pills (anti-depressents, muscle relaxers, pain pills, etc.). his mom found him when she got ho...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Sat, 04 Feb 2006 04:32:00 PST

quiz mabob

full name? age? grade? are we friends? do you know me well? how did we meet? what's your favorite color? would you ever kiss me? with tongue? would you like it? are you attracted to me? do you like sp...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Fri, 03 Feb 2006 04:50:00 PST

SHADOW DANCING BEAUTY.

SHADOW DANCING BEAUTY BY: ME   she walks in the fog morning dew and the scent of grass autumn's dawning light she dances in the shadows or do they dance in her? long black hair in the breeze lill...
Posted by B3E © [r♥] on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:56:00 PST