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Carrissa Catastrophy™;;

I'm sick of living life on false hopes.

About Me

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CARRISSA
visually addictive
&& you won't forget me. :)
I wanna change the world.
&& with a face like mine you can.
When I graduate I plan to get out of this hell and do something with my life.

You hurt me once,
but its amazing how I keep coming back for more.

Loved by some,
hated by many,
envied by most,
wanted by PLENTY.
<3

My Interests

Everything he tells you now,
he told me first.
So stop thinking your something special.

I'd like to meet:

I've built a wall
not because I'm trying to block people out
but simply to see who loves me enough
to climp over.

I want someone who just wants to be near me. One who will whisper in my ear and hold my hand, to put my hair behind my ear when in falls into my face, a guy who will wrap his arms around me and tell me he loves me.

I believe in true love, my definition of the love that I want and deserve is a widly misunderstood although highly desireable malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain, causes eyes to twinkle, cheeks to glow, blood pressure to rise, lips to pucker.
<3
I want that perfect guy.
:)

Heroes:

Rob
HE IS ALL I NEED
This guy has had my back since I lost someone that I really cared about. I now know that I can trust him with ANYTHING. I really think that something great will come if I continue talking to him. He puts up with me every night from 6:30 til when ever I feel like going to sleep. His voice makes me feel amazing. He always compliments me, he calls me Princess and I think thats pretty rad. I call him Honey Bunches and Teddybear. Its really cool how I feel like I have known him my entire life, even though I haven't. He makes me more happy than anyone ever has. He brightens my day just by talking to me. I know that once you deal with heartache once, God will send down someone bigger and better than the one that has made you have the heartache. I thank heaven and God and Jesus for him everyday. I really hope that something great comes out of our FRIENDSHIP.
I miss him more and more each day... Life sucks without him...

My Blog

to all guys

iiM SiiNGLE AGAiiN!!
Posted by Carrissa Catastrophy™;; on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 05:13:00 PST

I thought...

 I thought we were perfect.Just you and me...Boy, was I wrong look what my thoughts have ended up to be.I thought I knew better, Not to lower my standards.But I did with you and now all of this i...
Posted by Carrissa Catastrophy™;; on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 03:09:00 PST