.:♡♥♡Je§§ica Marie♡♥♡:. profile picture

.:♡♥♡Je§§ica Marie♡♥♡:.

.:I ♥ how I have to stand on my tippy toes to kiss him or even to hug him:.

About Me

I met the love of my life for the first time July 17, 2007. I started falling for him the more and more we talked over myspace and when I finally got to meet him I knew I was full force head over heels in love w/ him. I've never felt this way about anyone ever. I know now that I want to spend the rest of my life with him and I know he feels the same way. He makes me really happy, happier than ive been in a long time. I don't know what I would do without him in my life. I love you baby.
I left California when I was 21 and moved to Indiana for about 3 years. That didn't work out so I moved out to Oklahoma where my family now lives. I spent a good year and a half there and now I'm back home in California! A friend told me that they noticed that I'm a a lot happier now that im back home and I would have to agree.
I consider myself to be a silly 25 year old woman who loves to go out and have a good time as well as staying in. I tend to have random moments. I do consider myself to be pretty laid back. It really takes a lot to offend me. And I don't like to argue all that much. (I've had to deal with all that shit for 3 years which was more than enough for my lifetime) I'm extremely shy and quiet when you first get to know me then I turn into the biggest dork ever! I've been known to giggling way to much. I really believe that life is to short to be serious. I have this thing where I like to try anything once, you'll never know if you like it unless you try. I'm also a hopeless romantic. I do pride myself on not being like most girls. I just have way too much respect for myself to act like a whore. I have an awesome personality or so I have been told. I can be very stubborn as well as indecisive at times. My dislikes are: People that surround themselves in drama, cheaters and people who lie. Anything else you want to know just ask.
"I was certain that the season could be held between my arms
But just as summer's hold is fleeting, I was here and now I'm gone..."
"Men and mascara always run.."
"Half the night I waste in sighs. And wakeful doze I sorrows. For the hand the lips the eyes for the meeting of tomorrow." - Tennyson

My Interests

♥My boyfriend

Piercings; I have 6 total..3 in one ear 2 in another and one in my tongue. I want more!

♥Photography

Walks on the beach
♥Driving around
Pool playin' even if I do suck at it.
♥Going to clubs and bars

Dining with friends
♥Going to movies

I'd like to meet:

I want to connect to old friends, and start making some new ones.

Music:



♥Taking Back Sunday
Holly Brook
♥Adema
The Fray
♥Meg & Dia
The Medic Droid
♥Lullacry
Eminem
♥Breaking Benjamin
blink-182
♥Beastie Boys
A Perfect Circle
♥311
3 Doors Down
♥Finger Eleven
Smashing Pumpkins
♥Whitesnake
Mötley Crüe
♥kidneythieves
Bush
♥Nirvana
Three Days Grace
♥Evanescence
Paramore
♥Rise Against
Reel Big Fish
♥Save Ferris
Alanis Morissette
♥Avenged Sevenfold
H.I.M.
♥The Academy Is...
Disturbed
♥Seether
Mudvayne
♥Deftones
Marilyn Manson
♥Shinedown
30 Seconds to Mars
♥Sublime
Violent Femmes
♥Sugarcult
Rascal Flatts
♥The Birthday Massacre
The Used
♥Bleed the Dream
The Cure
♥Depeche Mode
Linkin Park
♥The Faint
Maroon 5
♥The Dresden Dolls
Yellowcard
♥Ryan Cabrera
Panic! At The Disco
♥Daughtry
A.F.I.
♥My Chemical Romance
Fall Out Boy
♥Jakalope
Sick Puppies
♥Dashboard Confessional
Our Innocence Lost
♥The Donnas
Justin Timberlake

Movies:


Say Anything
♥Sixteen Candles
Less Than Zero
♥Breakfast Club
The Notebook
♥The Craft
The Wedding Date
♥Elizabethtown
Just Like Heaven
♥High Fidelity
The Lake House
♥Sid & Nancy
My Life Without Me
♥Me Without You
City of Angels
♥Queen of the Damned
Mona Lisa Smile
♥Dazed & Confused
Chasing Amy
♥Harry Potter
Con-Air
♥Serendipity
13 Going On 30
♥PCU
V for Vendetta
♥The Nightmare Before Christmas
The green Mile
♥Rocky Horror Picture Show
A Series of Unfortunate Events
♥The Phantom of the Opera
Steel Magnolias
♥Center Stage
Dirty Dancing
♥50 First Dates
Just Friends
♥Gangs of New York
American Psycho
♥KCfO
Devil Wears Prada
♥Little Miss Sunshine
Black Snake Moan
♥Alpha Dog

Television:

Ghost Hunters
♥Nip/Tuck
Instant Star
♥Miami Ink
LA Ink
♥Californication
Dexter
♥Degrassi
General Hospital

Books:


So mean, yet so funny!

Heroes:

Chris Carrabba because he is a lyrical god.

My Blog

Goodbye Oklahoma..

I'm leaving you tomorrow... Thanks everyone for making my time here a good one... I will be leaving tomorrow at the butt crack of dawn and I will miss you all...I will try and keep in touch ...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:38:00 PST

Oh just a lil something I wrote..

You showed me affection only when you wanted something from me..s.e.x. was on your mind and I obliged and gave it to you...well thats not who iam and not who I want to be...so walk on out of my life c...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 07:59:00 PST

I carry your heart with me...

"I carry your heart with me, I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart, I am never without it, anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling , I fea...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 07:17:00 PST

Joann left...

Joann left eariler today.... I had a blast and I hope she did too. Her and I went up to Tulsa sunday and went to a church called Church on the Move...it wasn't too bad...It didn't make me wanna go bac...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 05:53:00 PST

Party Girls in the Quah!

Jessica (me), Dani, Misty (my cousin), Shaye (across our laps), Dovie and Vianna...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 07:57:00 PST

Tahlequah...good times!

My cousin and I wanted a girls night out so my cousin asked her friend Dovey to come up and get us and take us down to Tahlequah so we can head up to Neds...We had to use Dovy's bf's Jeep which let me...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 07:15:00 PST

My Penny is gone...

R.I.P Penny 1999 - 2006 ...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 06:20:00 PST

This is an admission to myself of all the shit in my heart and in my head.

He's not worth it and you will soon find out it maybe I dunno lets say 3 years down the road. People like him will never change because people like that are never happy and will continue down tha...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 11:58:00 PST

Watch out!

After everything that I have gone through in the past 3 years I need to start doing things to make ME feel better about myself. I'm just now starting to realize that i am smart, i ...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Sun, 12 Feb 2006 06:47:00 PST

Party girl just for the night.

Haha yeah right! LOL Last night was a blast...thanks Misty, you rock! I had soo much fun...met a couple of nice people...I went crazy with the beer and I must say...it's not too bad...A friend of my c...
Posted by .:a♥aJe§§ica Mariea♥a:. on Sun, 05 Feb 2006 08:01:00 PST