Missing you... |
I miss you so much, words couldnt explain how muh my heart aches just to hear from you again. I sit here looking at the back of my computers background not wanting it to change..becasue its of us, stu... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 10:06:00 PST |
hurting again...like always |
its been awhile..but cha writting again, well ya likfe sux for me of course...nothing im doing right where ever i go, wat can i do 2 just fix my self! for me not 2 be angry? for me just 2 realize that... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 07:39:00 PST |
My confession...*read if u want* |
Soo...... i really dont know how to start this, jus that i dont know what to say. To me i unno jus another spill out of my heart, 2 everybody else its just another blog, but maybe to you this 1 will b... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 09:05:00 PST |
My other Poem which jus hit me |
<font style="color: 990000 !important; font-family:arial; letter-spacing:-3px;font-size:16px">If I knew it would be the last timeI'd hear your voice never again not even a dayI would video tape ... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Sat, 05 Nov 2005 12:07:00 PST |
My poen 2 my lost love |
When we first meet the vey 1st time
My eyes were amazed an said " I want her be myne"
Ever sence our 1st kiss on the swing
To when i gave you our spcecial promise ring,
it was good 2 be yours
ca... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Thu, 27 Oct 2005 09:53:00 PST |
2 much 2 keep in... |
ya know im jus writin..so i guess if u sit there an try 2 understadn then ok...jus thingz which i cant get off my mind....
do u think its sick jus 2 sit here an look at her s.n, not 2 im ... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 09:22:00 PST |
If i had that wish..... |
ya know i wish so much.....
i wish she wouldnt be in my mind...
i wish that she was here...
i wish that life wasnt this way...
i wish i could hold her....
i wish when i woke up that i wasnt al... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 10:50:00 PST |
The Truth.... |
ya know after everything, it still hurtz.. when i sit down, ian i hear a lugh.. i picture her sittin there, an when i look up jus 2 see if itz her.. itz jus sumtin which made sum wat noise like her...... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Sun, 25 Sep 2005 02:41:00 PST |
Wish i had her back... |
hay all....this is chris again..ugh, wow.. never thought id be here 2day.. like im happy but really on the inside im not.. therfe is somthing whch is missing, an ya know itz lauren..honestly u think i... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Sun, 18 Sep 2005 08:45:00 PST |
Sux losing a friend |
u know out of all uve dun 4 a friend..an the love u gave that friend...at the end they fuk u over....an out of all that, i still love that friend no matter wat! cause i can never hate family no m... Posted by As L0ng U HapPiE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |