a boy that i can be myself around.. that i can goof of in front of;; that i can ask stupid questions and not be laughed at, but with.. i want a boy who would drive out of his way to get me, and when we dont even leave together, he wouldnt care because he at least go to see me. i want a boy that i couldnt get mad at;; that i couldnt even pretend i was mad at because he would make me smile everytime. i want a boy that would be there for me no matter what. && i had a boy that i could be my total, ditzy self in front of and not be afraid of what he thought. i had a boy that would drive on freaking e m p t y to be with me. i had a boy & i couldnt get mad at him. not once. i couldnt even pretend, because, he would look at me and id fall for him all over. i had a boy that was there for me.. anytime. now i miss that boy with all there is left. there wont be another boy like him. that wont care whether or not i shoulda been a blonde. that would just want to hang out with me everyday. i miss that boy that was impossible to be mad at. whose smile would keep me wanting more. i am in love with this boy.