♥vmm~Milton Louis Chum Miller~vml♥

I am the one who everyone loves to hurt, the one who will laugh and cry but still live her life, the one who when is bored will walk to her exe's house just to stand there, the one who is caught up in what her dream is and is too busy to live it. I am the girl living a teenagers life of pain and tears, the girl who is depressed and wore out from everything and everyone around her, the girl who don't know how to stick up for herself or be herself, the girl who doesn't have a clue who she is and what she is doing. I am the human who loves and hates to cry, the human that has bad days and at the end of each day can still smile, the human who thinks there is still hope for her heart and will love again, the human who loves to sing and dance and also write... I am Alina Roberts.
20 things
1) i absolutely hate chocolate! lol 2) love to sing and dance and write songs and poems 3) fav. televison show is Law & Order SVU 4) i want to be a detective and/or a witer, singer, dancer 5) write my own quotes to live by 6) my middle name is renee and my nick name is alley 7) i am trying to stick up for myself and confront those who i allow to walk all over me. 8) i love sad songs, not really into rap. 9) i want to live in either tenessee, north carolina or west virginia 10) i watch every genre of movies 11) want many kids 12) i criticize my singing and thats what makes me so shy to sing. 13) i can become completely hyper randomly 14) i love to cry, it soothes me 15) never been out of this state or even to canada! 16) i love photography 17) love to swim 18) want to have a funeral in color 19) love to read the little fortune cookies 20) terrified of driving
If you are going through what i am...
I Love You
Can we laugh when others cry?
Can we live when others die?
Can we love with a broken heart?
Can we be close when we're miles apart?
Will there be a day without pain?
Ever a day we won't feel shame?
Will there ever be a time for peace?
A time for love and happiness?
We long for a world where we can feel safe,
One where we can feel okay.
Can we sing when others choke?
Can we be rich when others are broke?
Can we not worry like others do?
Can I devote my heart to you?
Will my lips break a whisper?
Will my prescence make you quiver?
Will the sound of my voice send you a chill?
Will your heart beat fast or stand still?
I want a love that feels so right,
A man to hold me through the night.
And in the morning when the skies are blue,
We'll both smile and say, "I love you."
alina roberts
2.4.08-2.5.08
I have been through more shit than you know. My life ain't easy for me and it's really hard.. to wake up everyday and have to hide yourself. Not by your clothes, not by your makeup.. but by your smile. I go to school everyday with a smile on my face hiding all my feelings, somedays I may not smile, but I've had worse days than that. I do a very good job of bottling things up and I hate it, they just get bigger and bigger. I don't know who I am somedays, but I do know who I want to be--Not popular, not too proud and not concieted. I want to be someone. One who will be known for the good that I've done, known for my true self, and that's something noone entirely know's. I grew up living in the iscolated streets of Port Huron. All my life I dreamed of leaving, and seeing the world, well here I am 16 years later and still I live in the old and boring state we call Michigan. I absolutely despise those who judge me. I am not the only one who bears flaws. I believe everything in life happens for a reason, that there is a purpose. I have been all around Michigan and it just gets old. I have to say that I am a "DEPRIVED CHILD!!". I love my family and friends to death and nothing or noone will come between us... unless we are waitng in line at Dairy Queen and this hungry fatass can't wait to get her triple fudge sunday that will only take her 2 minutes to eat.. :P. lol.. Maggie, Lee-ann, Vikki, Marissa, Olivia, Amanda, Virginia, Pixie, Chris, Stephanie, Nick, Corey, Cody, Dane, Andrew, Bethany, RJ, Casaundra, and Jake. I love you all MORE!!!
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Love AlleyRenee!
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MILTON LOUIS "Chum" MILLER; Age 73 of Snover; formerly Rochester. Passed away April 30, 2008. He was a loving father of Brenda Redford and Lisa Roberts and a loving father-in law of Virgil Redford and Phillip Roberts. Chum was a grandfather of Joshua, Derek, Christopher, Phillip, Maggie, and Alina. He survived by eight great grandchildren. Milton was a dear brother of Rebecca (Bob) Crouch, Donald (Pauline Miller) and the late Harry Miller. The Funeral Service was held on Wednesday, May 7, 2008 11 a.m. at the Potere-Modetz Funeral Home at 339 Walnut Blvd., Rochester. The family will receive friends Tuesday 3 to 9 p.m. Interment Utica Cemetery.
When I Must Leave You
When I must leave you
For a little while,
Please do not grieve
And shed wild tears
And hug your sorrow to you
Through the years,
But start out bravely
With a smile.
And for my sake
And in my name,
Live on and do
All the things the same.
Feed not your loneliness
On empty days,
But fill each waking hour
In useful ways.
Reach out your hand in comfort
And in cheer,
And I, in turn, will comfort you
And hold you near.
And never, never
Be afraid to die,
For I am waiting for you
In the sky.
~ Helen Steiner Rice ~
Don't Bury Who I Am.
Bury my body but don't bury my beliefs.
Bury my heart but don't bury my love.
Bury my eyes but not my vision.
Bury my feet but not the path of my life.
Bury my hands but don't bury my diligent efforts.
Bury my shoulders but not the concerns I carried.
Bury my voice but not my message.
Bury my mind but don't bury my dreams.
Bury me but don't bury my life.
If you must bury something, let it be my faults and my weaknesses'
but let my life continue on in you.
~Sam Sasser~
♥ VeryMuchMissed~R.I.P. Milton Louis "Chum" Miller~VeryMuchLoved ♥
Grandpa, We weren't as close as we wanted to be but our love for eachother was still there. You were there for me my whole life, and i am greatly warmed by that. i miss you and love you with all my heart and i will always. i will never ever forget you and who you are to me. you are an angel.. a bright star shining above me.. you are the tear that weakens me, the breath that livens me, the song that moves me, the voice that helps me, the light that guides me, the waves of the ocean, the smile that tells me there is hope, the smell of a sweet fresh picked rose, the velvet to each petal, the color to the sky. your spirit presides all around those who loved you dearly, and i am sending you my love, my voice; telling you i am here. I will always remember you. you are in my heart and in my life.. ♥thank you.♥
~alinareneeroberts~

My Last Ride
My hands are clenched around chrome bars.
The engine’s rumble sounds so sweet.
I twist the throttle with my palm.
The world slips by beneath my feet.
The slapping of my leathers
and raging winds on either side,
drum a beat of sweet contentment
as I ride this….my last ride.
Alone on my tin pony,
to the heavens I’ve been called,
but fret not, my dear loved ones,
I’m not lonely here at all.
The landscape now is just a blur
as tears stream from my eyes.
My bike and I leap forward,
off into the calling skies.
I hope I touched your lives one day
and left a treasured mark.
Now I ride on to FOREVER,
with your memory in my heart.
~Frank Clark~
my heroes are my friends... they guide me through life and past the pain! they are simply the reason why I have a life and everyone one of these quotes I wrote are realating to us...
"memories beat regrets"~me~
"punishment will pass, memories will last" ~OMA~
"if a friend is your smile, then your best friend is your laugh"~me~
"a fine memory that you'll never forget, is the result of something you'll never regret"~me~
"we'll cry today and laugh tomorrow"~me~
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