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Natty[R.I.P. Damian]11.06.07

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About Me


The Names Natalie.Yup Yup Call Me Natty.
Give Me Balloons On April 11. Est.1991. And Yes
I Am A Princess.Sorry Boys My Heart
Is Stolen.Anthony Is The Love Of My Life.Est.11.06.07
My Friends Are Better Then Yours. There Everything
To Me. My Sister Is My Best Friend. Im The Best
Remember That. I Love Tattoos And Piersings. So Im
Wierd And A Freak I Have Alot Of Issues. But Its
Ok That Makes Me NORMAL. Im Just Am Normal Girl With
Nothin To Do. So Lets Party.
I'm just a simple girl looking for memories
to cherish, friends to laugh away the pain
with, and a boy to fall in love with
♥My Love♥
Est.
♥o11.o06.o07♥
Anthony Is The Love Of My Life.
I Love Him With Everything I Have
I Know Im Young And People Say That
There Will Be Another Love In My Life
And This Is My First Love But Hes My
True Love.No Guy Can Ever Make Me Feel
As Amazing And Loved As He Makes Me Feel.
No Matter When Life Takes Us And What
It Makes Us Go Threw We Will Go Threw It
Together.Your Always Going To Be My Love
My Boo The Number One Guy In My Life.
When Im With You I Feel Invinsible. And
I Love That And For Once In My Life
I Feel Like I Belong And That I Am Loved.
Your My Hubby.I Love You Baby. ♥

My Interests


Quotes...♥
I told you how I felt, you just blew me off like it didn’t matter. Sitting there staring blankly into space I planned to tell you again, in the one way I knew you would listen. The plan was successful, I’m in heaven and you’re reading the note I left you.

When you left I thought for sure I was going to die. But I didn’t, I stayed strong, and proved you wrong. I can live without you, but I don’t like to.

All words turn into scars on the inside. Trust me, if I could take them back I would, Because I didn’t mean a word of them.

I can’t tell if you’re flirting with me or not. You’re acting like nothing happened, have you forgotten everything we shared?

Date someone completely wrong for you. Who knows, in the end, you two could fall in love, Behave like a maniac, be crazy, and don’t care what people think of you. Be yourself, have fun, and it’ll all end good.

Boy, you should see the way she talks about you. Its like today is her last day to live, and she wants to get it all out. All you do is smile not caring, but smiling because another girl has fallen head over heels for you.

My tears erased "I love you" from the blackboard of my heart.

It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you.

it..s bad to lose your towel
when your eyes are full of soap.
but it..s worse to lose your boyfriend
when your heart is full of hope.
I want something to make me feel whole.
I want something to make me feel complete.
I want a reason to put on my makeup in the morning.
I want a reason to set 45 minutes aside to do my hair.
I want a reason to not wear pajamas all the time.
I want a reason to actually care

she's the kind of girl who you forget about
as soon as you meet. she is the b-side
to your hit-single ;; the crust on the bread.
every face you've ever forgotten.
she is the verse to that song on the radio
the one you have to hum along with
because you cant remember the words.
yeah, she's that forgettable.
but broken hearts & backstabbing drama
couldn't touch this girl.
she's so far beyond that

The first thing we did in kindergarden was;
we were shown a picture of an apple and two oranges,
then we were supposte to pick out which ones didn't
belong. The first thing we were taught was that being
different is wrong.

So finally, at night, her make-up
and smile come off, and she reveals
who she really is.A girl, who's found
too much wrong with the world
on a day to day basis.

Imperfection is beauty;
madness is genius
& it's better to be
absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring

I don't regret the things I did,
I regret the things I didn't do
when I had the chance

a memory is a way of holding
onto the things you love, the
things you are & the things
that you never want to lose

dont go when i push you
away its times like that
when i need you the most

&& tonight I won't wear my seatbelt.
I'll speed on the wet slick roads.
I'll take that curve a little too fast.
You will see the fatal crash on the news
&& you know what?
You still won't miss me.

Don't ever say you're not good
enough because if he cant
see how amazing you are
then he's the one who's not
good enough

When I’m older
& my little girl asks me
who my first love was
I don’t want to have to pull out
the old photo album
I want to be able to
point across the room & say
" he's sitting right over there "

Sweatpants were always sexy

- Mondays were fun

- Junk food was healthy

- Drama didn't exist

- Guys weren't so confusing

- Nothing was regrettable

- && goodbyes were only meant until tomorrow

&& Everytime she laughs
she hopes he is watching, not so
he can see she's happy, but just mabye
he will fall for her smile, like she did
for his . . .

Some people can't live without music,
Some people can't live without drugs,
Some people can't live without money,
but me, i can't live without you.

Yea I guess something
is rong, but its not important
its just me thinking bout dying,
sitting here crying..but
dont you worry just
go ahead and walk away,
I know you dont really care.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.

As time goes by, & my feelings grow stronger,
to be in your arms, i can't wait any longer..
look in my eyes & you'll see it's true..
day & night my thoughts are of only you

you are the one who is always in my head.
you..re the one i dream of. you..re the one
i think of as i lay in bed. you..re the one i *
love. & there..s nobody else in this world
that i..d rather be with.. but you.

Ever since I was young,
I never really understood anything about the world
And i never understood anything that happened in my life
The only thing that ever made aby sense to me was you
and how i felt about you
that's all that i've ever known.
and that's enough for the rest of my life.

New Quotes...♥
I wanted to smell the burnt midnight again.
I wanted to feel the wind.
It was a secret wanting.
Like a song I couldn't stop humming.
Or loving someone I could never have.

once in a lifetime
right in the middle of an ordinary week
life gives us a fairytale.

there weren't any fireworks
Or shining stars in our eyes.
Just a boy and a girl holding hands
& that's all that they needed

It's those moments when you drive around
in a car full of friends around a
town too small for you.
Where you gasp for breath
between each laugh.
It's those moments where you get
high off just breathing in so deep,
you feel your lungs getting cold.
For a second,
that split second,
you don't care.
You don't care about school,
about parents, about money,
about rules, or broken hearts.
Who you care about are the kids
sitting next to you.
Cause it's all we really need isn't it?
Those kids next to you.
Yeah,
the ones who make you feel invincible,
even at your weakest points.

I hate not having you in my life
You have a part of my heart
You always will, and that kills me

He said something that made her genuinely laugh.
He smiled and said, "I knew I could still do that."

Life isn't like the stories we read. We can't stop when we
get
bored, we can't go back and relive some parts, we can't
jump.
ahead and miss some parts, and we can't switch to a new
life.
We only live once. Live it to the fullest. Fuck everyone
who tells you to stop.

I wish I could explain to you how
I felt, because every night before
I go to bed, you..re all I think about.

I just hope one day you see me.
And when you do, your heart stops

I was never really your girlfriend,
but i was never really just your friend.
i would sneak out to see you.
i would hug & kiss you and think about you every other
minute.
late night calls & "i love you's."
it's not like that anymore.
not since she came into the picture.
now we barely ever talk &&& it hurts me.
i didn't lie when i told you i loved you. i promise.
i miss you, every day. i don't care if you're a loser.
you were mine, & that's what mattered

you can't be "just friends" with the guy who
makes you act like a clutz in his presence,
who causes you to stumble over your words
you can't be "just friends" with the guy
that you fell head over heels for.

just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't mean her heart doesn't
cry. and just because she comes
off strong doesn't mean there's
nothing wrong

Over time you'll realize who you really
are & what you really deserve. You'll learn
not to settle for someone & to not let
anyone take advantage of you. If only
you could realize this before you get hurt.

Every storm brings with it hope that somehow by morning, everything will be made clean again. And even the most
troubling stains will have disappeared. Like the doubts
over his innocence or the consequence of his mistake. Like
the scars of his betrayal or the memory of his kiss. So we
wait for the storm to pass hoping for the best even though
we know in our hearts some stains are so indelible,
nothing can wash them away.

She hides herself with music.
She never shows her feelings;
always keeping things bottled up inside.
I'd hate to see the day she exposes it all.
When she tells you how you've made her
feel; you'll never be able to look
at her the same way again.

She's the girl who's always
laughing her ass off with her friends.
You walk past her and you think,
"Wow she must really be over me."
But no, she's not over you,
she wants you, but you never gave her a shot.
She's not faking that smile.
She's happy, but with you,
she'd never stop smilin

I'd like to meet:

Comment! ♥ Natty Your The Bestest. ♥

Site Started:Jan 28, 2006

Music:

Heaven just got really Lucky.

R.I.P. Damian
January 10th,1992-July 29th,2007.
Man I Miss You So Much You Were Such An Awsome Person And Everyone Misses You So Much No One Will Ever Forget You You Were To Awsome For That. You Will Always Be Alive In Our Hearts And Memories. All This Is, Is A Vacation And We Will Meet You Again In ParidiseWhen Its Our Time. Man I Remeber In School When Me And You Would Always Be Playing Computer Games And We Would Get Mrs.Koya Mad And She Would Kick Us Out. Or When You Were Playing B-ball In The Class During SLC And You Guys Pushed The Tv Over Thats Was Great. And You And Your Little Frute Cups For The Slishess.Oh.And The Polish Day When I Was Really Huyper And I Put On A Lil Show And You Seen Me And You Like "WHOO NATALIE." And The Last Memorie I Have Of You Is... YOOO Natalie Do You Have A Squer. And I Gave You 2 And You Gave Me A Hug And Told Me That Im The Best And You Left On Your Skateboard All Happy About It. I Never Thought That Would Be The Last Time That I See And Talk To You. Im Upset That I Was In Florida The Day Days Of Your Wake And Funiral. I Really Wanted To Say Good Bye To You But Then I Remembered Its Not Really Good Bye Its More Of A See You Later Thing. I Miss You So Much. I Dont Cry Any More When People Talk About You But I Smile Up At You. Cuz You Left Us All With Some Presious Memories And I Know You Would Not Want To See Us Cry.

I Miss You.
I Love You.
See You Later Boo.

Heroes:


You Are The One That Saved Me In Life I Was Fuckin Up So Bad In Life And Then You Came Along My Little Angle To Save Me Befor It Was Way To Late. Your Are And Always Will Be The Most Important Person In My Life. I Know I Might Not Be There For You Now But One Day I Will Come To See You And I Promesed You This Once And I Will Always Promise You That I Will be There For You. Just Because Your Parents Are Having Problems Right Now They End Up Hurting Me And You In This The Most. I Cant Look At A Picture Of You With Out Smiling And A Tear Comes Falling Down My Cheek. My Love For You Is Truley Unexplainable And Unbreackable. I Want You To Know That I Miss You So Much. I Cant Even Belive It Your Goin To Be One. And This 1st year Of Your Life Past By So Fast. I Still Remeber The Day You Were Born I Sat In The Waiting Room For Hours Just Askin If Your Here Yet. Then I Knew The Moment You Were Born I Seen It All On The Computer. I Ran To The Room And I Hear Your Crys And It Made Me So Happy Tp See You I Cried With You. I was The 1st To Hold You Befor Mommy Befor Daddy It Was Auntie Natty. Threw All Your Pain And Suffering I Was There. All The Tears And Giggles I Was There. Im Sorry I Was Not There For Your 1st Words Or Steps But I Will Be There Soon Enonogh I Promise. Dont Grow Up To Fast Save Me Some Memories. You Make Me That One Promise. As The Tears Roll Down My Cheeks I Know I Will See You One Day. It Wont Be Any Time Soon But I Will I Will Never Leave You. Your My Whole Heart. Sometimes I Wonder Why Am I On This Earth Any More. I Was There For You Threw It All And Now I Have Nothin To Live For Any More But Then The Though Of Seeing You Smile And Looking Into Those Beatuful Eyes Of Yours Keeps Me Going And Keeps Me Strong.I Will Never let You Go. I Will Always Be There For You. Your My Life Saver My Little Gardian Angel. Happy Birthday Love The One That Loves You More Then Anything Else In This World And Would Give Up Everything Just To See You Smile Once More.