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*Hopeless Romantic*

There are two tragedies in life: One is to lose your heart's desire, the other is to gain it

About Me


Softkey Left softkey RightWell I'm 23, went to private school all of my life, come from a close family,and I've always gotten along great with people...most people lol. There's alot of things I wish I could change about me and past choices, but all ofthose things just make me who I am today and I'm not defined by my pastmistakes but by my ambition for future success. Life after high school hasbeen very hectic for me with changing majors, changing schools, etc. Last yearI decided to make another change, so I moved to Frisco, TX. I didn't just picksome random place on the map, I just trusted a friend too much and gave intothe pretty picture that he painted for everything. I guess I was at a placein my life where I didn't know what I wanted or felt like my life didn't havea purpose. This "friend"'s life seemed to have clarity among other things,something i wanted. Long story short, nothing was as it seemed and I'm justtrying to pick up the pieces. Rather than let this mistake dictate the restof my life I've decided to move back to Fairfield so I can focus on getting adegree and achieving all the goals in life that I've wanted. I guess I'velearned a lot this year and I've had a lot of experiences that I wish i didn'thave to have, but it will all work towards making me the stronger person I'mmeant to be. Well, that's my life story, so if you want to know anything elseabout me, just ask

My Interests

Video games, listening to music, talking on the phone, drawing. I've always been interested in art since I was a kid. I liked cartoons and comic books a lot at the time and I like drawings super heroes. I usually have to look at something to draw, but I'm working on being able to just draw from imagination. Here's a link to some drawings: HTTP://GM830.DEVIANTART.COM/GALLERY

I'd like to meet:

Well, I'd like to meet some people nearby that I could hang out with. I could always use new friends, but ultimately I want a boyfriend. Before I listed all these things that I want in a guy, but the guy that's right for me is going to be all of those things anyways...basically I'm just looking for the guy that's looking for me. Everything else will work itself out

Favorite Quote: "You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth."
*The New and Improved Ultimate About Me*:

Basics:
Name: Gerald
Date of Birth: Aug. 30 1984
Birthplace: San Francisco
Current Location: Fairfield, CA
Eye Color: Brown, or Green with contacts
Hair Color: Black
Height: 6'1
Heritage: African-American
Piercings: 0
Tattoos: 0...want one on my back though
Favourite:
Band/Singer: Just one?!?! I guess I'll go with Kelly Clarkson
Song: Underneath by Jessica Simpson
Movie: X2: X-Men United
Disney Movie: Beauty and the Beast
TV show: One Tree Hill
Color: Blue
Food: Italian
Pizza topping: Pepperoni
Ice-Cream Flavor: Root Beer Float
Drink (alcoholic): I'm a newbie...so far Smirnoff is my only love
Soda: Root Beer
Store: Anchor Blue, Aeropostale, Buckle
Clothing Brand: Lucky brand jeans
Shoe Brand: whatever looks nice
Season: Spring i guess
Month: August
Holiday/Festival: Christmas
Flower: um...Rose?
Make-Up Item: not THAT gay
Board game: monopoly
This or That
Sunny or rainy: Sunny
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
Fruit or veggie: fruit
Night or day: night
Sour or sweet: sweet
Love or money: love
Phone or in person: person
Looks or personality: well it never works if it's only one
Coffee or tea: coffee
Hot or cold: hot
Your:
Goal for this year: to aggressively combat skin condition
Most missed memory: having a best friend
Best physical feature: you tell me
First thought waking up: i want to go back to sleep!
Hypothetical personality disorder: who knows
Preferred type of plastic surgery: no comment
Sesame street alter ego: ernie?
Fairytale alter ego: i dunno
Most stupid remark: "it's always the last place you look"
Worst crime: hate crime
Greatest ambition: to be wealthy and have a big custom designed home
Greatest fear: ending up alone
Darkest secret: and i'm writing this because?
Favorite subject: x-men
Strangest received gift: chocolate underwear
Worst habit: arriving at "black people" time
Do You:
Smoke: nope
Drink: social drinker
Curse: sometimes when typing, rarely when speaking
Shower daily: of course
Like thunderstorms: no!
Dance in the rain: no
Sing: when no one is around
Play an instrument: no
Get along with your parents: yes
Wish on stars: no
Believe in fate: kinda
Believe in love at first sight: love is what you feel, not what you see
Can You:
Drive: yup
Sew: nope
Cook: some
Speak another language: not well
Dance: not well
Sing: depends if the song is written well for my voice
Touch your nose with your tongue: no
Whistle: no
Curl your tongue: ?
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk: no
Been Stoned/High: no
Eaten Sushi: yes
Been in Love: yes
Skipped school: yes
Made prank calls: i dunno, probably
Sent someone a love letter: yes
Stolen something: yes, i know i'm bad...i was young =(
Cried yourself to sleep: probably took a break between crying and sleeping
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person? being an ass
Are you right or left handed? right
What is your bedtime? when i go to sleep
Name three things you can't live without: family, friends, internet
What is the color of your room? beige
Do you have any siblings? 2
Do you have any pets? 0
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars? nope
What is you middle name? Christopher
What are you nicknames? Gebbo!
Are you for or against gay marriage? for
What are your thoughts ..ion? situational
Do you have a crush on anyone? no
Are you afraid of the dark? no
How do you want to die? typical answer...in my sleep
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day? i dunno...
Would you take a bullet for the one you love? yes
What is the last law you’ve broken? downloaded a song for free :-o
In a Guy:
Hair color: Dark brown or black
Eye color: blue, green, or hazel
Height near mine
Weight average
Most important physical feature: smile
Biggest turn-off lack of emotion
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Music:

I mainly listen to pop music and rock and some R&B.

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Movies:

Horror, Comedy, "Chick Flicks", I love Disney movies, at least the 2D ones

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Television:

Simpsons, One Tree Hill, Dawson's Creek, Will & Grace, Everybody Loves Raymond, Family Guy, Golden Girls, Judge Judy, Roseanne, North Shore, Queer Eye for the Straight Guy, Degrassi, Judge Mathis

Books:

I mainly just read comic books: X-Men, Astonishing X-Men, Uncanny X-Men, New X-Men, New Excalibur

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Heroes:

The X-Men!!! Phoenix is my favorite though

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My Blog

I HATE THE PO-PO!!!

stupid cop gave me a ticket today for "not making a complete stop"!  I said I did (which I believe I did because I even saw him) and he said I only went down to like 5mph.  I swear some peop...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 05:52:00 PST

BIGGEST PET PEEVE!

I hate it when you send someone a message, email, txt, call, and they don't bother responding!  And when they finally do talk to you again, days later, they tell you how they were so busy blah bl...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 05:06:00 PST

My December

About 8 months ago I was a happy person in terms of medical issues&I was on accutane and prednisone but at the time it seemed worth it since it was keeping the skin inflammation down.  I was real...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 04:55:00 PST

Blackout

OMG I love Britney's new album, can't stop listening to it!!!
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 02:02:00 PST

Damn Rodents!

    I'm very upset and annoyed and paranoid because of stupid mice in the house!   I came home from class tonight just to hear my dad say he saw a mouse upstairs...so I decide...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:36:00 PST

Music

I never really listened to Dashboard Confessional before but I heard a song on Itunes and decided to check them out, I'm really liking it...I also heard a song on tv today that I liked and had to goog...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:36:00 PST

i got me a J O B

well it's been about a week since i started working at this call center.  it's a fun job, i love it.  i take calls all day from people that don't know how to read terms and conditions on "fr...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Wed, 29 Aug 2007 07:44:00 PST

Poem - "Dear Friend"

I trust you, you use me The real you I now see The friend that you once were That person is no more You're sick and you're twisted You lie and deceive You do what is needed You're fueled from y...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 11:53:00 PST

July wrap-up

well let's see...kenalog effects only lasted a few days so that joy left quick....moved back to CA last week but have no job yet, none of my stuff yet, and no car...so that happiness is kinda on hold....
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 09:55:00 PST

kenalog

kenalog is my best friend!  it's some steroid shot thingy that they inject me with that works wonders for my skin condition, it makes all the inflammation and other symptoms go away in hours.&nbs...
Posted by *Hopeless Romantic* on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 07:32:00 PST