Juls

im just one of those stained blue soul in the planet. happiness wise, im looking for real happiness within, the kind of happiness that can't be bought by any material things. happiness that im still longing as i struggle my life everyday. im a very appreciative person... "oh... how i love the simple things..." simple things that can make my heart ooze with overflowing joy, overflowing joy enough to mend those bad sectors of my heart. nah,,, those simple things that can make me realize that life is worth. i like people to understand me in a different way, ways that neither me can't expalin... i love surprises,,, good or bad, still, im in to it. i just go with the flow for i love to discover new horizons in life. for me living and dealing with experiences in life (good or terrible) contributes to our well- being... i can say im between being an introvert and extrovert. there are times that i want to be alone talking to myself ( but im not insane!!! :-) ), pampering myself.. and there are times that i wanted to be in a number of friends. i love people who will cherish "the whole me". its not the matter of liking me a lot but its a matter of giving me the right amount of respect that i need. its not the matter of saying good things to me but its a matter of recall whenever they remember me. i am what i am and i live with it! what you see is what you get. im sticking to my principle that,,..." if people doesn't like me,,, much more i don't like them.." i don't please people, its up for them to like me and discover that quality in me that is. people who are not judgemental and not a plastic is a turn on for me... im a dreamer in nature... dreaming is one of my hobbies i guess... looks wise, im not that good looking, thats why everytime i see good looking people i just can't help to be mesmerized! ( how i wish i was them... :-) ) i love people who dress well and can carry their self in a conversation..}