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HEARTFULLOFHATE

i am a pallbearer envying the one who rides..

About Me

" i cursed the sun. i prayed for rain."

My Interests

music,love,books,cigarettes,booze,bruiser,gala, lilith,slayer,gardinias,sin,violent porn,midgets with chainsaws,collecting souls(you can never have too many), sipping from the blood of the vine.dead thing..your mothers vagina...

I'd like to meet:

my enemy, to blow him the final kiss.. my true self...

Music:

red roses for a blue lady.the swans. nick cave and the bad seeds.born against.bird of ill omen. drop dead.sheer terror.panic.sea chanties.billie holiday.johnny cash.miles davis.liarbird.darkest hour.diamanda galas , wolves in the throne room.the dresden dolls.ryan holiday...

Movies:

killcore

Television:

tv is for the birds

Books:

charles bukowski.jessy anthony.sarah waters.anais nin.some comics.SIN. nolan adams.stephen dobyns.

Heroes:

all beasts of burden

My Blog

old news

i don't know. i was standing there,smoking my death, and this voice next to me says, "there's no talking to you in this mood." i reply, "it is the tune the devil plays tonight,darling."i look at a sou...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 06:12:00 PST

mercy..

the gods and goddess' of old granted me this gift.if they take her away, i will show them none..
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 07:04:00 PST

heart

heart was just sitting there looking out the window, when all of the sudden a rock came through it, hitting heart square in the chest."what kind of shit is this",heart yells.heart turns to walk out th...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 06:59:00 PST

life....

i can't believe the balls of some people..i've tried my hardest to be nice...i have a child , now. i can't just up and destroy, like i want to..like i need to.say what you mean, mean what you say...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:01:00 PST

bullshit

yeah,so,i'm alone again.confusing his convenience for devotion.he'll get two tears and that's it.maybe a black eye..but back on track...starting school in january.. very excited about that.i'm buildin...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:33:00 PST

new digs

i've been coast to coast.lived in a lot of beautiful places.hate florida ,but just signed a fuckin 1 year lease, what the fuck??
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

killstabdeath

i am singing a dead mans song.i am dancing in a dead womans shoes..someone ,please, save me from myself..
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

on a clear day , you can see the dead from here..

the death scene was masterful. my corpse still in bed. the executioner on his way out of the door. fresh bruises on my thighs. bloody scratches on my chest. bite marks on the back of my neck. th...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

satans doom (revelation 20:7)

when the thousand years are over,satan will be released from his prison and will go out and decieve the nations in the four corners of the earth--gog and magog--to gather them for battle. in number th...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

babycakes

a few years back all the animals went away.we woke up one morning,and they just weren't there anymore.they didn't even leave us a note,or say good-bye.we never figured out quite where they'd gone. we ...
Posted by HEARTFULLOFHATE on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST