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About Me


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"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel, or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at any moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is."
Jim Morrison
"You know what's wrong with you, Miss Whoever-you-are? You're chicken, you've got no guts. You're afraid to stick out your chin and say, "Okay, life's a fact, people do fall in love, people do belong to each other, because that's the only chance anybody's got for real happiness." You call yourself a free spirit, a "wild thing," and you're terrified somebody's gonna stick you in a cage. Well baby, you're already in that cage. You built it yourself. And it's not bounded in the west by Tulip, Texas, or in the east by Somali-land. It's wherever you go. Because no matter where you run, you just end up running into yourself."
- Paul/Breakfast at Tiffany's
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seeing live music, reading, writing, laughing hysterically, having cara time, going on roadtrips, giving people the eye, free thought, lovehatelove (the song and the concept), being a dork, more roadtrips with more music, confusing the masses, people with backbones

I'd like to meet:


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Music:

all time faves = alice in chains and led zeppelin. the short list - pearl jam, modest mouse, allman brothers, big smith, the ramones, beastie boys, janis joplin, flipoff pirates, lynyrd skynyrd, tool, bob dylan, 311, hole, korn, the pixies, cake, red hot chili peppers, the cure, stone sour, deftones, beethoven, snow patrol, fugazi, beck, chevelle, slipknot, clutch, days of the new, staind, pink floyd (soundtrack to more is their best album ever!), white zombie, blind melon, jane's addiction, mad season, seether, the violent femmes, shinedown, rage against the machine, babes in toyland, nirvana, sublime, white stripes, soundgarden, always favorites : johnny cash, willie nelson, waylon jennings and some david allan coe
Alice N Chains

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Movies:

reservoir dogs, dazed and confused, sixteen candles, clerks, mallrats, shag, pulp fiction, a clockwork orange, shaun of the dead, reality bites, shawshank redemption, the song remains the same, house of 1,000 corpses, devil's rejects, run ronnie run, LOTR trilogy, Harry Pothead , butterfly effect, adventures in babysitting, fight club (though i do have to say the book is better, go figure), the shining, evil dead 1 & 2, army of darkness, snatch, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, say anything, goodfellas, singles, night of the living dead, dawn of the dead, and of course day of the dead "i'm runnin this monkey farm, frankenstein", reefer madness (the original), gone with the wind (cause lee witty made me watch it eleventy billion times)
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Television:

lost, cops (no one can make that shit up), the news ....not much else is good these days.... other wise, wonder woman, dukes of hazzard, all the great 70's shows and old comedy misfits like kids in the hall and mr. show with bob and dave. i really miss the smurfs, that shit brings back some serious childhood flashbacks. big bangs, headbands, those slapper bracelets. what the hell were we thinking???

Books:

chuck palahniuk

kurt vonnegut
ralph waldo emerson and his philosophy of transcendentalism

& my all time fave - jack kerouac

Heroes:

wonder woman & all the people out there who fight for what they want. oh yeah, my mom of course. she is probably the strongest person i'll ever know. last but not least - my friends. they have to be some brave souls to put up with my crazy ass :)

My Blog

hopeless

this cold weather is about to bring me down.  i feel like i'm trapped in this winter wonderland.  all i wanna do is go sledding, or make some snow ice cream, or something childlike to that e...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 06:50:00 PST

the death of us all

this is stupid funny. http://evil.berzerker.net/death_predictions.php cara: At age 41 a meteorite will strike you as you are walking to the gas station to buy a 40oz bottle of King Cobra. ...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 11:21:00 PST

what the hell time is it?

i'm thirsty and i can't sleep.  just thought someone else should know that.  oh yeah - and i remember birthdays.  cause i'm good like that :) p.s. - i got my care package from chuc...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 10:28:00 PST

i've lost my damn mind, kinda

i have changed the song on my page like eleventy billion times in the last week.  none of them seem to stick.  i just addes caribou/the pixies and hope i can hang with it for awhile.  i...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 08:45:00 PST

don't know where

i don't know where to start.  alot of things have crossed my mind this week.  life, death, happiness, sadness, anger, what is and what shall never be, fate and many other ideas that can cons...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 12:28:00 PST

lying season - alice in chains

Lying Season ------------ There's no reason To deny It's the season Of the lie Having someone Grin at you Look at little fingers Pointing truth Man it's a weight on my mind And that's fine But now w...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 07:04:00 PST

home is where the heart is

so i made it back from my neverending roadtrip to arkansas.  i do have to say that is was one of the better visits i've had recently.  i didn't get to hang out with the kids as much as i wan...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 08:11:00 PST

self-reliance

some of emerson's self-reliance...... "The objection to conforming to usages that have become dead to you is, that it scatters your force. It loses your time and blurs the impression of your character...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 06:46:00 PST

Alice in Chains 11/18/06

in case you haven't been blessed with this information yet, here it is.......  i went to the Alice in Chains show at the uptown this past saturday night with my good friend tobes.  it was f...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 07:14:00 PST

right turn

Right Turn Music/Lyrics: CantrellInside, always trying' to get back insideBut it's so hard to penetrate pig-thick skinI'm 'bout as low as I can getI'd leave but I can't forgetStill I wonder why it ain...
Posted by i am a beautiful disaster on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST