asjfiawefk |
i'm just really lost right now. i hate school. i'm not lying.i hate it. it'd rather be anywhere else. i'm completely dreading going back. i don't know where to go. i don't know what to do. the school ...
Posted by laura on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 08:16:00 PST |
ithaca |
fuck i want to be home right now.
Posted by laura on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:10:00 PST |
i take it back |
i am NOT proud of myself any more.steps back tonight.i need to stop doing this to myself. i hate when i get like this. i should be done. i really need to accept things as they are, there's NOTHIN...
Posted by laura on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 10:15:00 PST |
an accomplishment |
today not one person but myself influenced my mood. not one single person. i had such a nice time alone. this is a very very very big thing for me. bigger than you realize i'm sure. i'm still no...
Posted by laura on Fri, 23 Mar 2007 04:17:00 PST |
i just noticed |
the only good thing about the 'snow' outside is that when i look through my back door the sky and the groud match, both are slightly orange. i don't care that it is most likely the result of all the w...
Posted by laura on Sat, 17 Mar 2007 09:48:00 PST |
roller coaster to the max |
i feel like the end of the second period marks something significant. i can't really put my finger on it. and no, it's not just the fact that the year is half over. i really can't explain it. but what...
Posted by laura on Thu, 25 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST |
but i am, and i do |
why do i have to fuck everything up? and don't tell me that i don't because i know i do, and did.time machines are needed right now. yes, yes they are. i shouldn't be posting this. but i am. so t...
Posted by laura on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:30:00 PST |
break/nothing/college |
at this point i need a break from winter break. i'm so ready to be back in school. it's not so much school but it's the fact that school occupies time. that's what i need. tonight i got home and did e...
Posted by laura on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 10:39:00 PST |
everyone, i'd like to appologize |
i don't like the things i do. it's just that i really don't know how to change. i realize what i do and i hate it. like, right in that moment i'll realize that what i'm doing is dumb but i don't know ...
Posted by laura on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 10:24:00 PST |
perfect |
perfect. tonight i was driving home and it was perfect. dark, open road, field below, windows down.it's really hard to explain. ...
Posted by laura on Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:36:00 PST |
