"You only like stuff when it's stupid" said my brother about me.
In the past three weeks my name has changed from Emily to Megan to Emily to Emmerly to Febie to Emma. But whatever, I have responded to every one.
At playschool, teacher carol once told me off for running too fast & sat me down and made me draw instead. i think this one thing has since dictated my entire life.
Most of the paintings which hang in my house are ones which i have painted.
I think there’s only one person in the whole world who knows how much I really miss shanghai.
I miss the past, and i think I dwell on it too much.
Last night I heard a train horn from my room. I think this goes to show you know nothing about where you are until it's quiet enough to hear it speak.
I hate a lot of things. Mostly being constantly reminded that I don't know what I want to do with my life, and all the "professional" photos people now have because their mate does photography at college.
I like being different people on different days.
Too many people call me Kate Nash and I want to be a director of silent films.
And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.
Mekas.
this profile is too messy for my liking.
