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About Me

You can hit me up on Yahoo as Gothickub.geo but I'm usually invisible - send me a message anyway. If I'm there, I'll say hi :)
I'm 29 yr old guy livin' in Phoenix, just chillin'. I'm a fat hairy homo, and I tend to dig the same, but I'm open. I'm also pretty laid back and easy going. I wear crocs and shorts ALL THE TIME, so yes, you meet me, you're going to see me in crocs. Polo and t-shirts are pretty much a mainstay for me too... Fashion snobs and people who dont like crocs are free to not talk to me !
I'm into a lot of different things. Just ask. I'll tell. Maybe.
I do love me some techno music though!
SO yeah... Say hi - I'm always friendly ! :)
-Brien
Here's to the men we love to love
Here's to the men in love with us
Here's to the men who pass on us
Fuck the men let's drink to us
You may encounter many defeats, but you must not be defeated. In fact, it may be necessary to encounter the defeats, so you can know who you are, what you can rise from, how you can still come out of it.
-Maya Angelou
Excuse me for this
I just want a kiss
I just want to know
what it feels like to touch
something so pure
something I'm so sure of
Can I Have A Kiss?
-Kelly Clarkson
"I live inside a shell, that is inside a wall, that is inside a fort, that is inside a tunnel, that is under the sea. Where I am safe... From you... If you really loved me, You'd find me..."

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet cool guys. You know, the kind of guy that can handle me and sweep me off my feet. The kind of guy that can snuggle down but understand I need my space too :) The kind of guy that can say "yer hot today" once in a while, but knows when too much is too much. The kind of guy that can look at me and snicker and go, "goddamn yer hair looks like crap" but still love me anyway. Wow, is that asking too much? :)

How to make a Ninja Fatboy
Ingredients:
1 part mercy
3 parts crazyiness
3 parts beauty
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness
Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

My Blog

The end is nigh

So... I texted him and told him goodbye. Not the most ideal of ways to end this. and honestly, I wanted to have an actual conversation with him about why I was doing what I was doing. But since I have...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Mar 2009 15:02:00 GMT

Lost... and not sure why...

I'm laying here in bed. Just got a txt from him... waiting for a txt for someone I'm supposed to hook up with. I'm not sure what to do. I feel so lost. So... confused. Scared. maddened. I like him a l...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Mar 2009 20:51:00 GMT

heh

What is happiness and where do we find it? Do we find it in someons arms? a ray of sunshine? a butterfly? petting the kitty that ran up to you on the street? Why is it that happiness always seems ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:26:00 GMT

over two years...

A lot has been happening lately. I'm seeing someone, quite regularly I might add. I seem to be happy with him, and he, I. Things are progressing really well....But two years ago, I had my heart r...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Nov 2008 18:29:00 GMT

Random and assanine

So I haven't been to sleep yet, but I just felt like venting a little... So, I was adding pics to my flickr and I'm part of a group called, "Bears and cubs". I decided to look through it a little...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 16:09:00 GMT

Seriously...

If you can't fuckin' handle helpin' the other person get off (if they want) after you get off, dont fuckin' have sex. Goddamn, its NOT that hard to shove a couple fingers up someones butt, pump it in ...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 09:53:00 GMT

hmmm

Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting clos...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 07:39:00 GMT

Every once in a while, you read something that slaps you in the face

I found this guy's blog on bear411 of all places... But this poem really resonated with me. Turning Inward, Moving Forward?Something has been bothering me.I wish I'd give me a little sign.I have some...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:23:00 GMT

joe-blow average...

A friend commented on my post about missing someone... He said this - Why do we? Why do we fall for the loser, the user, the ones who take take take and give nothing in return? Why are we not interest...
Posted by on Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:27:00 GMT

Why do I miss people?

So I'm not gonna name any names, K? And most poeple in my life wouldn't know who I was talkin' about anyway... But I miss someone from my past. A lot. And I dont even know why. He was an attention who...
Posted by on Wed, 21 May 2008 15:44:00 GMT