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i was just a waste.

About Me


Lauren
Nicole well... time to clean it up... my names lauren, im twenty-two years old, i work at bakhaus florist, and am currently the only bucket bitch there, since jen is gone. my eyes are blue, they change colors tho. i love hanging out with my friend, they are amazing, they help the days go by. i spend lots of time with my god son noah, hes two he lights up my world, and loves his auntie ren. im really good at writing stuff, but dont think i have great writing, i just have ocd about it, and if its not perfect im re-writing it. i love babies, and im having one of my own in june. i really need to get my ged and get a better job. theres some things in my life that are pretty hard to think about, but hey if you wanna know and you truely care, we can talk about em. id rather be in comfortable clothes then looking like im dressed up for a nice dinner party, i guess i found the perfect boyfriend cause hed rather have me in sweats and a t-shirt. speaking of, my boyfriends pretty amazing. i enjoy wearing make up, but i have only worn it like uhm five times in the last three years or so. im pretty crazy and outgoing seventy-five percent of the time, fifteen percent im quiet and thats usually when im sleeping, and the other ten percent, well im in different and usually thats when i just wake up... im pretty crazy and keep my close friends and my family on their towes. i enjoy going for long walks to talk and look at the stars, i have a fasination with the moon, and im not the only one.. but no, you cant share that with me. showers in the dark have a special meaning... i love baseball, its the only sport i like, and next year im getting my wish of going with him to a baseball game. i have an older brother, hes five years older, and since i was born i enjoy trying to get him in trouble... haha... my moms an amazing woman, and has battled everything and is still going like she twenty-one years old. i sleep with a ton of pillows and they usually all serve a purpose, they help alot now, with the back issues, but when the boyfriends home, i get one... we fight about it!!! ive cut back on my smoking, but eventually i think ill start again, i stay up pretty late, i used to be somewhat of an insomniac, but thats gone away lately... everyone thinks im lazy when i wake up at two in the afternoon, but lately its been ten in the morning... i hate hate hate christmas, and this year is probably the last year i get to hate it. my birthday blows too... but whatever, i love the airport, it relaxes me to go stare at the airplanes flying in, but i havent been there in quite some time, i dont have a license, but drive anyway, i have a lead foot, but im really trying to slow down. i trip when i walk, and i constantly break the things i but hey thats all the fun, i love gummi bears/worms, sour patch kids, twix and kit kats, i have plenty of cavities to prove it, and have yet to gain the weight from all the food i eat. i love the smell of gasoline, when im fifty im sure ill hate it, but i intentionally get it on my shoe when i pump it to smell it. i have my kitty cat, and she is the coolest little thing, she plays fetch all day long, and she sleeps right next to me all night long, shes my little friend, and little princess... hence her name princess thats about it i think....
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I'm the kind of girl that you see everywhere, but don't know her name. I'm the kind of girl that gives her heart to a boy way to quickly, but won't trust another female with anything. I'm the kind of girl thats more afraid of her past coming back, than of dealing with the future. I'm one of those girls that say music is my life but actually mean it. I'm the girl that everyone wants at a party, because I'm known to get a little crazy. I'm the girl who spills her guts to the entire world, and wonders why no one understands. I'm one of those girls that would jump in front of a bus for her best friend. I'm the kind of girl who really does want to be friends after a break up. I'm one of those girls that wants to get married young, but is terrified of getting her heart broken; yeah...I'm that girl.
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My Interests

What makes me happy
deleted due to broken heart
♥cars
♥tattoos
♥piercings
♥people watching
♥sleeping
♥writing
♥music
♥friends
♥boys
♥family
♥drawing
♥working
♥driving around
♥showers in the dark
♥the airport
♥the beach
♥eating
♥talking on the phone
♥wondering why i get fucked over
♥causing havic
♥being me

I'd like to meet:

I have met all the people ive wanted to meet, they all hold special places dear in my heart. i got a great family and wonderful friends.
But who id give anything to meet is brandon inge

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Music:

Music
♥marques houston
♥him
♥cky
♥kanye west
♥t-pain
♥akon
♥rascal flatts
♥keyshia cole
♥lonestar
♥pussycat dolls
♥kelly clarkston
♥p.diddy
♥black eyed peas
♥eminem
♥chris brown
♥dmx
♥d4l
♥mario
♥mariah carey
♥lyfe jennings
♥warren g
♥unwritten law
♥simple plan
♥t.i.
♥rise against
♥petey pablo
♥lifehouse
♥50cent
♥sarah mclaughin
♥creedance clearwater
♥journey
♥time mcgraw
♥xzibit
♥sean paul
♥twista
♥nelly
♥lil wayne
♥fall out boy
♥mary j. blige
♥juvenile
♥system of a down
♥jamie foxx
♥lil flip
♥joe
♥mario wayans
♥birdman
♥bone thugs n harmony
♥ying yang twins
♥esham
♥tupac
♥big
♥cauterize
♥three days grace
♥head automatica
♥saliva
♥hoobastank
♥coheed and cambria
♥stabbing westward
♥elton john
♥marvin gaye
♥paul wall
♥nate dogg
♥snoop
♥carrie underwood
♥miranda lambert

Movies:

Movies
♥willy wonka
♥cinderella man
♥rounders
♥american history x
♥house of sand and fog
♥four brothers
♥dodgeball
♥wedding crashers
♥lord of war
♥must love dogs
♥g.i. jane
♥tales from da hood
♥the players club
♥blow
♥thirteen ghosts
♥bad news bears
♥field of dreams
♥pulp fiction
♥exit wounds
♥enough
♥xxx
♥the fast and the furious
♥2 fast 2 furious
♥secret window
♥i am sam
♥harry potter
♥riding in cars with boys
♥finding nemo
♥dont say a word
♥monsters inc.
♥50 first dates
♥seven
♥radio
♥8mile
♥monster
♥bad boys
♥bad boys II
♥legend of the fall
♥big daddy
♥italin job
♥ladder 49

Television:

Favorite Tv shows
♥csi: miami
♥csi: new york
♥csi: las vegas
♥the hills
♥3 lbs.
♥american idol
♥law & order: SVU
♥law & order: CI
♥real world
♥road rules
♥the oc
♥laguna beach
♥wild n out
♥room raiders
♥parental control
♥beauty and the geek
♥jeopardy
♥wheel of fortune
♥ghost whisperer
♥without a trace
♥missing
♥project runway
♥american idol
♥americas next top model
♥7th heaven
♥medium
♥cops
♥iron chef
♥americas most wanted
♥the family guy
♥the first 48

Books:



Heroes:

Heros In My Life
♥My mom, she's gone thru a lot. And shes always fighting. She wont ever stop fighting. And for that I love her, and look up to her. Shes my life. I live for her.♥
♥My brother, just cause.♥
♥And my dad, cause hes there for me always.♥

My Blog

The hills?

Any one want to come enjoy the show on monday?
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:49:00 PST

boredom

...::About Me::...Full Name:Lauren NicoleEye Color:blueHair Color:blonde/brownHeight:5'6"Shoe Size:9Ring Size:i think its a 7...Heritage:PolishGraduating Year:supposed to be 2003Birthdate:09-07-1985Zo...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Wed, 18 Apr 2007 07:49:00 PST

GOD DAMN TIGERS

what the hell happened guys... opening day and you fucking let me down... must be to excited about last year still... probably went out and got drunk last night... damn hang overs... the bats supposed...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 01:24:00 PST

i think this song explains it all....

Who KnewYou took my handYou showed me howYou promised me you'd be aroundUh huhThat's rightI took your wordsAnd I believedIn everythingYou said to meYeah huhThat's rightIf someone said three years from...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 07:47:00 PST

really really really bored

well friday i got my 3rd ticket in one month. well... i really cant drive anymore.im very very lucky i didnt go to jail that day. but i couldnt go to work.... im in so much debt with my tickets now......
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:01:00 PST

Its cant take the best of us....

So its been pretty crazy lately... With my mom, my relationship and my car I dont even know where to begin. If there is anyone out there that has no idea about my mom here it is - on april 21st of thi...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 04:59:00 PST

To the special man in my life.

As a teen, you're gonna go through good and bad times in your life, history will most likely repeat itself, and your heart will be broken many times. Your life will revolve around friends, guys, work,...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 10:50:00 PST

I'd do this for him

Leave him cute text messages.Kiss him in front of your friends.Trust him over everyone else.Tell him he looks Gorgeous.Look him in the eye when you talk to him.Tell him stupid jokes to make him laugh....
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Wed, 24 May 2006 03:39:00 PST

ehhhh... im bored

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:Lauren NicoleBirthday:September 7, 1985Birthplace:Oakwood HospitalCurrent Location:NewportEye Color:BlueHair Color:BrownHeight:5'6"Right Handed or Left Handed:R...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Fri, 19 May 2006 11:10:00 PST

Tag!! Your It!!

The first player of this game starts with the "6 weird things/habits about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a blog of their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. I...
Posted by +your still giving me butterflies+ on Mon, 20 Mar 2006 02:09:00 PST