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Perfectly Complicated

sarah111

About Me

"i think ur outta the box but in another much larger one. like u went outta ur shell but still have a deep thick layer. i dont kno if u know wat i mean" thats wat some1 very close to me said about me- so i guess thats me.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

whoever i'm supposed to meet.

Music:

Music makes pictures and often tells stories All of it magic and all of it true And all of the pictures and all of the stories And all of the magic, the music is youTo name a few: Evergreen Terrace, Beloved(R.I.P), The Bled, Underoath, Norma Jean, From Autumn to Ashes, Brand new... Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix, Guns N' Roses, Red Hot chilli Peppers, Smashing Pumpkins, Soul Asylum, The Beatles

Movies:

Donnie Darko,United States of Leland, Requiem for a dream, Without Limits, FIight CLUB, CRASH,Pool Hall Junkies,SLC Punk, Door in the Floor, Mean Creek,Mad Love, White Oleander, GIRL, My life without me, Maria Full of Grace, Wicker Park, Endless Sunshine of the Spoltless MIND, Closer,Punch Drunk Love, Birth, DeLovely, Garden State, Breakfast CLub Better Off Dead, Say Anything,and Corpse Bride..

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Television:

its bad for your eyes!

Books:

Catcher in the Rye, She's Come undone, Freak the Mighty, PROZAC NATION, Tale of Two Cities, Perks of Being a WAllflower and girl with the pearl earrings!

Heroes:

u cant want to b like ne1 becuz its not reality- having no hero is.

My Blog

just a thought

Dread awakening Loathe rising Each day breaks my spirits more, Crushing my soul indefinitely Seeking out all hope and faith I mustered. Death smiles upon me nightly Promising to snatch me before the...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 06:12:00 PST

alone is my best friend

Standing in a crowded room, Yet all alone. With all of my friends, Yet still alone. With my entire family, All alone. No matter where I am Who Im there with, I am always alone. The feeling of emptin...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Tue, 06 Sep 2005 11:34:00 PST

seriously this needs to stop

Love you, I try not. Aware that Im what you will never want. Tears I cry, Everytime you are not near. And tears I fight to blockade Whenever you are there. I scold myself and declare to remain clear...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Tue, 23 Aug 2005 10:38:00 PST

my heart needs to just stop

You are not here With me Yet I can feel your arms holding me as I cry, I can see your eyes looking back into mine, I can hear your laugh at my idiocy, I can taste your lips upon mine, I can smell you ...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

who am I talking too?

Wanting Waiting Yearning To just be close to you Looking into your eyes I see the blank stare. Why cant you love me As I do you? I should love someone else. The most simple and innocent touch From y...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Do they notice

When you look at me can you see it? Can you see the haunting sadness that lingers in my eyes? Can you see the tears behind the smile? When I talk, does the gut wrenching pain squeal out as well? This ...
Posted by Perfectly Complicated on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST