Ryan - ProfilesArchive

About Me

Well lets see about me mmmmmm.......I'm from a little place called Los Angeles, California and grew up there till I was 17 then moved to Las Vegas. I attended my senior year of high school here which is not an easy thing to do being it was my last year. I had a tough time adjusting to my life out here. Funny everyone here can be fake and superficial..........it drives me insane. People would probably say that i'm a fun and caring person. I put other peoples needs in front of my own and when someone needs a friend i'm always there. Being gay has taught me that there are alot of people that can be really cruel and down right hatefull. I will never understand how you can judge people for what they are rather then who they are. My mom and dad have fully accepted it which is the only thing that matters. Have had a few relationships on the road....well actually two. The first one was good for like the first six months then went down hill the rest of the way. We dated for almost two years and basically parted ways. We still talk and I guess I could say I have a friend there. The other one was short but great. His name was Joe oh and by the way the other was name Christopher and Joe I totally fell in love with. A little thing about me I love New Yorkers and especially when they have that whole I dont give a fuck atttiude. I will always have two special friends they are my best friends or fag hags which ever you want to call them Laura and Nikki. I love them like my sisters and through my life I can definately say that they will always be around no matter where we are in life. So I thats a little about me so ummmm yeah thats it.

My Interests

Like any gay man ummm lets see shopping but seriously hanging out with friends and just kicking it. I love road trips especially if they are not planned. Clubing is good I love to go out with my friends, drink and have a good time. Spending time with my family and especially my niece. Over all I just love talking to people.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet fun and interesting people....people that can just chill and have a good time without the drama. I like people that are outgoing and people that dont need to have a plan to have a good time. My friends can always take a boring day and make it into the most humerous day. If you can do that then we need to talk. On the boy front I would say I like someone who can go out to clubs but not to where they know your drink. Someone who is compassionate and who isn't materialistic. I enjoy my independence so if your clingy well this sentence should just about cover it. It takes a while for me to let my guard down so I like a person that can take it slow and just see where it leads. I need people that I can trust no matter what. To me trust is the upmost importance in a friendship and in a relationship. Ive dated older men and well im single so I want someone who is around my age but is not a child yes I know hard to find a gay 23 mature year old. Most of all I love friends and if it amounts to anything then it does. I don't need a man in my life I want one.

Music:

"It Ends Tonight"Your subtleties They strangle me I can't explain myself at all. And all the wants And all the needs All I don't want to need at all.The walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow.When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight It ends tonight.A falling star Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain. You're finding things that you didn't know I look at you with such disdainThe walls start breathing My mind's unweaving Maybe it's best you leave me alone. A weight is lifted On this evening I give the final blow.When darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight.Now I'm on my own side It's better than being on your side It's my fault when you're blind It's better that I see it through your eyesAll these thoughts locked inside Now you're the first to knowWhen darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It endsWhen darkness turns to light It ends tonight, It ends tonight. Just a little insight won't make this right It's too late to fight It ends tonight, It ends tonight.Tonight Insight When darkness turns to light, It ends tonight.

Movies:

Believe or not my faviorate movie is "Titanic" followed by "Serendipity". "Brokedown Palace" is another favoriate of mine. I like all genre's of movies.

Television:

"You know I have a dream too. To grow up beautiful, rich and have a great body......oh look my dream came true". Thats my favorite line from Will and Grace and it's Karen who said it. Other than that I don't really watch a lot of television. "Commander in Chief" with Gena Davis is my favorite Drama followed by "Boston Legal". My favorite classic would have to be I Love Lucy, hands down.

Books:

Kama sutra..........any questions?

Heroes:

My hero's are mostly my friends because no matter what they are always there. My other hero was my grandmother she was like a second mother to me and she helped me no matter what. When I told my grandmother I was gay she looked at me and said "Ryan your still my grandson and I don't care". She died two years ago and that was really painfull but I know she still there watching me......oh god all the time I better be good :).