"Her eyes - it is impossible to describe her eyes except by saying that they were the eyes of an orgasm. What constantly happened in her eyes was something so feverish, so incendiary, so intense that at times when i looked straight at her...with her eyes alone she could give this response, this absolute erotic response as if febrile waves were trembling there, pools of madness...something devouring that could lick a man all over like a flame, annihilate him, with a pleasure never known before."
-anais nin "I want to be what you are. See what you see - love what you love. You are my love... and my life... always..."
-Mina I remain subversive to this cursive verse Still the epitome of the slaughtered lamb
Still the embodiment of the sacramental host Can u not see the abandon
The acquiescence my wood and the need my nails Take me from this cross
This crux of crashing realities
The juxtaposition
And perpendicular passions
The surge and the burn
The quiet and the storm See how I have loved you…
See how I love you still
Creator of possibility’s cause
I will carve and cleave into my skin
I will brand into my blood
The scent of your existence.
-revenge, 2005
My Interests
my son, good books, good food, video games, and a really long kiss.
Music:
deftones and air.
Movies:
the fountain and casshern
Television:
adult swim and afro samurai
Books:
right now...ugh textbooks.
Heroes:
the ultimate anti-hero, Tito. I love you.
My Blog
psychosis.
The dream waxes and wanes
At times becoming so ephemeral, the web shivers with quicksilver
Pendulum swing as if to say don't be so quick to trust in me
Isolated circumference of a pupil dilated at the... Posted by Tito - I will never forget you. on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 03:47:00 PST
interjection.
i looked up from the corner of my eye to see the moon rising through my window.
this moment is...an easing of hurt and disappointment, it is also appreciation for love and joy.
sometimes i wish i coul... Posted by Tito - I will never forget you. on Sat, 05 May 2007 09:16:00 PST
there is joy in repetition.
"I am not myself
When not in valiance's shield
And yes there are moments
When the wind finds me there
When he falters in the fathering of faith
When I am not a queen
But a child
When I am not a... Posted by Tito - I will never forget you. on Sat, 05 May 2007 08:50:00 PST
fuck freud and defense mechanisms.
the silence was not thick, it was not heavy, or full of profound insight or unspoken words. it was empty. it was not promising, it was not possibility almost purged, it was hollow.
my mind... Posted by Tito - I will never forget you. on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 06:08:00 PST