Christopher

~The complexity of my personality can't be put into a box with a few witty words. ~NEVER BE AFRAID TO TELL THE WORLD WHO YOU ARE!!! ~I told my psychiatrist that everyone hates me. He said I was being ridiculous - everyone hasn't met me yet. ~People who think great thoughts, live great lives. ~I feel & believe that today’s society is morally incorrect. ~Schizophrenia beats being alone. ~Some people say I am crazy, Most of the time I agree. ~I'm a romantic and a socialist. ~I'm a pessimist and an optimist ~I'm a nice guy. ~I can be mean. Don’t make me angry. ~I don't litter, you shouldn't either. ~I am utterly irrational. ~I am totally cute, and I know it. ~I am soft spoken. ~I am blunt and can be rude. ~I am kind though. ~If your nice to me im nice to you. ~If you respect me I respect you. ~I don’t wear my emotions on my sleeve but sometimes I can’t hold them back. ~If you're stuck up good for you because you probably have zero friends. ~I hate drama. Odd. ~I am self-conscious but you don’t see that. ~Confidence, I show that well. ~I am not afraid. but I am scared of the light. ~People do not intimidate me, Words and threats do not frighten me, Nothing you can say will deeply effect me, and It will just piss me off. ~I am shy but I like to be noticed. ~I am very social when I want to be and not afraid to meet new people. ~I can be polite and have manners if I chose. ~I have weaknesses. ~I have strengths. I don’t think I am better than anyone. ~I hate stuck up bitches. ~I love chilled relaxed people. ~I am independent. ~I am one of a kind. ~I'm terribly awkward and a little undone. ~I am diagonally parked in a parallel universe. ~Whats with girls that think bodily functions are immature? lol... Farting, cool. ~If I feel it necessary to be an asshole... Run. ~I can be a lil devil. ~I don’t like secrets. They turn into rumors & I despise rumors, So don’t tell me your secrets cuz I won’t tell you mine. ~We find beauty in many different shapes such as big & small, tall & short why can’t we use that concept to see the beauty of each other? ~I like murder, mayhem and mischief ~I don't drink enough. ~I am fed up with people programming their lives around a system. ~I don't feel that I have to be certain to be someone. ~Light travels faster than sound. ...This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. ~I am desperately in love with being in love. ~A broken heart is always scared of breaking again. ~Having broken hearts is my curse. ~She broke my heart, and Let me down & taugh me not to trust so yell at her for my insecurities. ~Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels... Find someone you love like crazy & who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find them? Forget your head & listen to your heart. ~I've learned that I can basically can have a relationship with no sex yet still managed to get fucked. ~I may not be the one you want...But I'll be the one you need. ~Whoring on myspace makes me laugh. ~I basically like to laugh, my laugh is contagious. ~Bitch fuck mother fuck bitch fuck damn, I have a really foul mouth. ~If you don’t like me, better chances are I didn’t like you first. ~Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted ~Live for yourself, Like no ones judging. Laugh like no one can hear you. Dance as if no ones laughing. ~Love yourself... Because no one else can love you, until you love yourself. ~Bring on the lovin. Cuz the way I am is as good as it gets ~I sometimes have to use a cane to walk. Someday you can see a picture. ~I only take first impressions, but I hate it when people don't give me a second chance. ~I sometimes judge too harsh and retaliate when people judge me. ~They make fun of me 'cuz I'm different; I make fun of them 'cuz they're all the same. ~After the shock of discovery, there comes awareness that some people can not help who they truly are, causing others to indulge in their wrong doings and misleads. ~I like meeting people over the internet. Some of my best friends have been made through friendships on a messenger. ~I found love in North Dakota. I lost love in North Dakota. ~Don't walk in front of me I may not follow, Don't walk behind me I may not lead, Walk beside me and be my friend. ~A gOoD fRiEnD wIlL bAiL u OuT oF jAiL @ 2am; A bEsT fRiEnD wIlL bE nExT 2 u SaYiN DaMn ThAt WaS fUn. ~There is beauty inside everyones pain. ~ When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that The Lord doesnt work that way, so I stole one and asked him to forgive me ~The grass may be greener on the other side of the fence but you still have to mow it. ~I'm not fantastic, I'm not special. I don't dye my hair, I don't get cool hair cuts. I don't wear cool clothes. I'm not skinny. And I don't care if you are. ~I wish there were a knob on the TV to turn up the intelligence. There is one marked 'Brightness', but it doesn't work. ~I have many dreams and ambitions... One day I will make a mark in the world, watch for me. ~I want to change the world, but I don't know how anymore. ~I grew up with idols and dreams, and they faded away. ~I'm afraid to live up to the potential I've been told I have. My fear of failure keeps me from ever trying and everything, I've ever tried I've given up on, I would rather quit. I hate to fail. ~I'm an artist in ways that can't be seen. I turn untouchable feelings into tangible objects. You may not read it here. ~I let very few see what I have. And when I do, it’s because I trust them. I have a hard time trusting people, because everyone I have loved and trusted has left me. ~We fix our eyes, not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. ~The best and most beautiful things cannot be seen or even touched, they must be felt with the heart. ~The hardest things to say are the things that mean the most, so ill bite my tongue till it bleeds & I bet you'll never know. ~Creativity is allowing oneself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep. ~Impossible is just a big word thrown around by people who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact, It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration, It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary. Impossible is nothing. ~I Joined the military to see the world, meet interesting people, & kill them. ~Why are our days numbered and not, say lettered? ~I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die. ~I am probably going to die young, so don't fall in love with me. ~I am addicted to pictures. They really do speak 1000 words. ~I want Pictures of You played at my Funeral. So Delicate. So Wrong. So Afraid. ~When I was born I was so surprised I didn't talk for a year and a half and my first word was "SHIT". ~Even in the darkest moments of our soul there will be someone, somewhere holding the torch that can guide us back to life. ~I sent away for a perfect world. One not simply, so absurd ~When you were born you were crying, Live your life so when you die, you’re the one smiling while and everyone around you is crying. ~Life moves pretty fast sometimes. If you don't stop and look around once in awhile, you could miss it. ~Let Life not be measured by the number of breaths you take, but by the number of moments that take your breath away. ~If God is perfect, why did He create discontinuous functions? ~The greatest trick I’ve ever played was convincing the world it didn’t exist ~Now, If I Promise to miss you ... Will you go away? ~~DISCLAIMER: For those of you who can’t express in words what goes on in your head don’t make fun or criticize what goes on in mine!!! ALSO: you have made me who I am. Through the put downs and the pick me ups, the fights, tears and apologies. Through all the pranks and parties, movie nights and flat out fucking boring nights. Through the phone calls and "im's", the super cool texts and the random notes in my windshield wipers. Everything, every word, every look & touch has made me the person I am today. So whether you were the one who made me happy & satisfied or the person that made me the asshole I am. Thank you. I couldn’t be happier with who I am.