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black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz

... come little children, i'll take thee away...

About Me

i...am a raver! and i'm absolutely krazey as you can get!! i love to life like there's no tomorrow and love to be around the same people..cuz let's face, boring people..are BORING! nuff said. :P but don't get me wrong, i'm the nicest, kindest, gentle pixi you could ever meet.. until you piss me off, but you'd have to be really obnoxious and fucking stupid to get on my nervez! *gigglez... so don't, okidoki ami's?!??!?!?!?! i am an artist, musician, poet, storyteller, pirate, fashionista chika (i love to look different and make my own clothes :D), actress, model, bellydancer, and pretty much everything else. doing new things is a MUST, and sadly the big reason i'm usually single- face it, i'm too much to handle for the "norm" ...and normal lives are scary. normal- marriage, kids, 8-4pm job EVERY DAY!, fighting, boring hamburger helper dinnerz, etc... NOT FOR ME! so don't ask me to hang out with you to get to "know you better" blah blah blah.... even if i am curious at heart about everything, the normal life will never be enticing for my tastes! so git!... i also believe that people SHOULD SHOULD SHOULD be treated with respect even if you don't fucking know them, YOU have absolutely no right to tell me what to do, that i'm stupid, ridiculous, need to get a life, or that my artwork/pics/EVERYTHING just doesn't suit you... then F*CK OFF! you have NO right to judge anyone, let alone your own pathetic soul that squanders through this world looking for materialistic sh*t to hold on to because the world isn't going YOUR way. life's tough so grab it by the horns and hold on, or get left behind. your choice.***I LOVE DANCING! if you love dancing, then we're already friends! i consider myself as a friend to everyone unless they don't want me around, piss me off, insult my family/friends/myself, and/or try to change me. i am who i am and if you don't like it... i respect that and you should respect me for respecting you and your choice. cuz seriously, not everyone is going to like you either, brrrduh!! *gigglez... P.S. IF YOU ARE FAKE, DON'T TALK TO ME! IF YOU ARE DRAMATIC (like the ones that exaggerate everything and ALWAYS need the spotlight on them!), DON'T TALK TO ME! *i find you annoying sometimes* IF YOU TRY TO DATE ME, I WILL HIDE AND SEND MY PIRATE NINJAS AFTER YOUR ARSE! AND DON'T TALK TO ME! IF YOU DON'T RESPECT ME FIRST, I WILL SCISSORKICK YOUR FACE! AND DON'T TALK TO ME! I like the whole "undo others as you would have them undo to you", "love thy enemies", ...life's too short to be angry with peoplez, just let it go and "flow with the go"! i strive with passion to be unique and not just "a face in a sea of faces"- What Dreams May Come (awesomey movie!). i want to meet everyone, good/bad/evil/wonderful/human/inhuman etc... cuz i do know there's a balance to all, that's why you should respect everything.. you don't really know who you could be talking to! *gigglez... i want to travel the world and visit EVERY city before i die. if i die... *sigh, immortality, come find me! :D***i am a child and will always be forever! i see the world through a child's eyes, because a child notices everything and oh so much more beneath the surface of reality. it's the only true way to see life and the world! :D*** ...i can be a little insane... but that's a good thing... cuz it makes you smile ^_^

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

THRICE!!! -hellz yeah ^_^ kill hannah, 30 sec to mars, NIN, cradle of filth, nightwish, tristania, loreena mckennitt, stevie nicks, AC/DC, Aerosmith, Meat Loaf, Rolling Stones, Alice, The Waystation, Leaves Eyes, Evanescence, The Rogers, The Great Northern, my own musik i make!! ^_^, everything trance/techno (crystal method...aka all rave musik!! :D), The Doors, Aqualung, Blue Oyster Cult, Heart, Motley Crue, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, .... TOO MUCH TO POST!.. I LIKE EVERYTHING!! ... *screams and jumps in air... yeah! :P

Movies:

the nightmare before christmas, corpse bride, beauty and the beast :P, jacob's ladder, 12 monkeys, pretty woman, peter pan(the movie!..because i want to fly more than anything in the world!), underworld, queen of the damned, requiem for a dream, rocky horror picture show, white noise, lord of the rings, harry potter-all of them!, ghostworld, freddy got fingered, without a paddle, ring & ring2, all the batman movies-freakin' rok! yeah :D, hocus pocus, Dark Crystal, Labrynth, Legend, muppet babies, final fantasy,...

Television:

SCOOBY DOO!!! *bark ^_^, Ed Edd and Eddy, Powerpuff Girls, Samurai Jack, soccer games, The Golden Girls, Grey's Anatomy, ....

Books:

The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself. -Friedrich Nietzsche

My Blog

screams

scream...screamin aging painthat bled and boreall the soresthat tear your heartforevermore..never know peace..for it's forbidden..that dreamy face..is forever hiddenscream againmaybe they'll hearyou s...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 01:17:00 PST

falling star

for every star that burns in our skiesfor every one that falls and diesburning up, crashing downlanding with a lonely soundit leaves behind a faint remembrancein the eyes of those who kept ita faint w...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 08:38:00 PST

the freedom

this is the "end song" to the song/poems "the descent" & "the meltdown"... lemme know what you think!you called my namei heard you whisperyour kiss upon my handmade me tingle(chorus)  i was s...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:52:00 PST

SHINY TOY GUNS !!!

"You Are The One"Black rose & a radio fireIts so contagiousSuch something changing my mindIm gonna take whats evilYour cover melting insideWith wide eyes you trembleKissing over & over againYour god k...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 10:46:00 PST

little life

It's kind of funny to watch it struggleKicking and scrambling for life and airSuch hectic movement for its few precious secondsAnd those few seconds were dwindling downSoon there was no more kicking,T...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 04:56:00 PST

the descent

i feel like i'm livingtwo different lives.one sleeping,and one awake.my dreams torture me so,that i'm on the brinkof a meltdown.and i can only hopethat someone's thereto catch me when i fall,'cause i'...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 07:05:00 PST

the meltdown

DO YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU?stop coming to me'cause i can't move on            i miss youdon't talk to me anymorei don't want you to love me anymorei'm ugly.&nb...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Wed, 28 Mar 2007 07:25:00 PST

my song...

"Breathe Me"Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again todayAnd, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up Unfold me I am sma...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Tue, 06 Mar 2007 08:48:00 PST

spin

spin spintake me downland on mehold my nosei can't breathelight in my eyesfalls in the skyi float softlydrifting through dreamswater holds mekeeping me alivestars can't seewhat i hideas i layunder the...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Mon, 05 Mar 2007 10:41:00 PST

i'm trying...... O_O

i'm tryin to be someone to make something of myself it's hard when i'm surrounded by the only one that's always believed in me... she's always believed in me, and it's what keeps me going when all oth...
Posted by black velvet~in my dreamz~lady white~sew my seamz on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 08:48:00 PST