im lying here, and im dying on the inside where no one can tell.
piece by piece, im igniting in a fiery flame that wont release what it
holds.
feeling so different that now i dont think im my self anymore.
what should i do, if i fall apart, right here and now, looking in your
eyes.
with you im being re born, each time you take me by the hand, i
feel a new sting of happiness that seems will never let me down. and
your love is what keeps me from sinking again.
but when i leave, and i go back to them, to a place that i dont want to
be, its like i am going to explode with one look, one word. they would
like that, for me to disappear.
i need to get away. crawl away. leave and maybe never come back.
it could be better, if i never told them what was on my mind, if i didnt
speak, but they would just look at me and call me a freak.
yeah someone thinks im great. but thats not what i always see when
i look in the mirror and see a strangers reflection staring blankly back at
me.
im lying here, and im dying on the inside where no one can tell.
but i slowly become to realize that i still have a heart beat, even if i cant
find my footing on the sidewalks where i roam.
but still, if i dont get away someday soon, ill be dying and i wont know
how to save myself. i think they can all tell now, that its killing me inside,
and im dying but they dont give it a second thought.
just to keep my mouth shut, and think of the times that i was and will
be with you, keeping me alive, when i only feel one thing.. like im
dying on the inside.
