ciELo

It is really sad to know the reality that no matter how many times I fall or hit my head at the same wall, I still do not learn from it. I never get saturated in committing the same stupid mistakes that make me lose things, my values, other people or even, in the end. But at this point in my life, I know I have to gamble and risk everything I have as a consequence of my actions. I know;m being pathetic right now because I allow myself to be weak or to cry my heart out in front of so many people. I may look so pathetic to some people who have always seen me so strong and practical. I may fail to fully understand Why God gave me this but I know and I believe that some things can only be understood in its own time, perfect time..Happiness is in knowing that we have loved even if we failed. And it is in knowing that even if we fail, we can find love again and when we do, it will be better than we used to have because it is something that we will share with SOMEONE who will wipe away our tears and love us forever....