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Forever to Be....

It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.

About Me


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Your Power Level is: 65%
You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within.
Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You?
The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I once gave myself to someone that I thought I was going to be with for the rest of my life. I was wrong. I gave him everything I had in me. Yes, call me a fool. But I have no regrets. I made some choices and did some things that may never be recognized. I know that now. I can not and will not depend on him or anyone else for my happiness. Time will heal all things, especially this broken heart of mine. But I know that there is much more in stored for me. Better things. I am meant to be happy. Once you've hit bottom you can only go up. Sometimes we are already standing, but forget to look down to realize that we are not that far down. Taking it one day at a time. Doing the next right thing. Accepting the consequences of my actions. Being responsible. All things I was not doing for a while and now am. What a great feeling. I am no longer running like the scared little girl I know I am. I am facing the monster head on and gaining the strength within myself that I have failed to see for so long. This is me. Here I am. Do you like what you see?
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You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament
Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.
You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.
You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected.
It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.
You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.
While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well.
At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.
You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.
You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment. What Temperment Are You?
You Are Apple Green
You are almost super-humanly upbeat. You have a very positive energy that surrounds you.
And while you are happy go lucky, you're also charmingly assertive.
You get what you want, even if you have to persuade those against you to see things your way.
Reflective and thoughtful, you know yourself well - and you know that you want out of life. What Color Green Are You?
Your Aura is Blue
Your Personality: Your natural warmth and intuition nurtures those around you. You are accepting and always follow your heart.
You in Love: Relationships are your top priority, and this includes love. You are most happy when you are serious with someone.
Your Career: You need to help others in your job to feel satistifed. You would be a great nurse, psychologist, or counselor. What Color Is Your Aura?

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You're An Alcoholic
Time to go back to step one. What Kind of Drunk Are You?


Your Personality Is Like Ecstasy
You're usually feeling the love for the world around you - you want to hug everyone.
And while you're usually content to sit back and view the world with wonder...
Sometimes you're world becomes very overwhelming and a little scary. What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
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Your Inner Child Is Surprised
You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.
Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child? I developed a new passion for reading. I like poetry, music, and hanging out. I like to be able to sit somewhere reading a book (or catching up with friends) while drinking coffee. Watching movies either at home or theater.
You Are an Iced Coffee
At your best, you are: hyper, modern, and athletic

At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty

You drink coffee when: you're out with friends

Your caffeine addiction level: medium What Kind of Coffee Are You?


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SARAH
Sis forSensitive
Ais forArty
Ris forRefreshing
Ais forAltruistic
His forHealthy What Does Your Name Mean?
Your Birthdate: July 21
You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.

Your strength: Your thirst for adventure

Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures

Your power color: Hot pink

Your power symbol: Figure eight

Your power month: March What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I'd like to meet:


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My Friend Space
I have AWESOME friends.

SOF

LIL DEVIL

HECTOR

MYSTICAL EUPHORIA

LYNN

MARINA

NICHOLAS D. WOLFWOOD

SMILIE

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Music:


Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC
"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"

Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?The Cure, Kelly Clarkson, Madonna, Sarah McClaughin, Paul Oaklenfold, Sasha, John Digweed, Sander Kleinberg, Depeche Mode, Sting, Foo Fighters, Staind, All-American Rejects, The Chemical Romances, Weezer, Madonna, Shakira, Portishead, System of the Down

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Your Seduction Style: The Natural
You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Television:

CSI, Fuse, Food Network, Discovery Health, Soapnet

Books:

Tuesday's with Morrie, Marley & Me, Happy Hours

My Blog

Do I even know you?

I once was told that I should not accuse you of anything.  Now the tables are turned and I ask the same of you.  Everyone has been hurt once in their life.  It might not have been by th...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 01:40:00 PST

hey ya'll

Hey ya'll.  I hope everyone had a great V-Day and didn't get a VD in the process.  LOL.  I just have to say to all those you have been there for me...THANKS!!!  I LOVE YOU GUYS!!&n...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 07:40:00 PST

just checkin in

hi all!!  i know i've been MIA.  work has been hell with the freeze and all.  but i'll need to talk about that some other time.  crazy!!! i'm doing okay.  thanks to everyone w...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 08:38:00 PST

To: You

To you I have become nothing.  That is okay because I have become something.  You don't see what changes have been made.  Things I've let go.  Things I've gained.  Things...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 06:35:00 PST

BE A WINNER

Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift you higher.  (Oprah Winfrey) As we live within the recovering community, we will meet many types of people.  We will meet some who ta...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 11:07:00 PST

DO I HAVE A CHOICE?

The fact is that most alcoholics, for reasons yet obscure, have lost the power of choice in drink. Our so-called will power becomes practically nonexistent.  (ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS p. 24) My power...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 10:57:00 PST

Here's the skinny on me.

I know I've been MIA for a while.  I hope everyone had a very merry christmas and very happy new year.  For christmas I went home.  It was nice.  I got to see a long time friend, w...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 10:41:00 PST

I GOT THE JOB!!!!

OMG!!  I got it.  I've been hired as a House Manager at an all women recovery house.  Its something right up my alley.  For all those that have wanted me to do something in my fiel...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:33:00 PST

Try to stop me!

Okay, here is something new.  I went for an interview yesterday.  Everything went really well.  Now that they are calling for reference checks, managment here is not wanting to say anyt...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:58:00 PST

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I received a phone call from my best friend this morning.  I'm thinking..."what's wrong?"  She's been sitting in her pity pot, so I figured something was wrong.  Come to find out, she f...
Posted by Forever to Be.... on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:26:00 PST