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About Me

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I am an openminded, loving, mixed up woman. I'm a walking, talking, emotional paradox I am, at times, a hypocrite. I love my friends and my family, they are one and the same. I have loved and lost lovers and amazing friends and now I am just trying to find myself. It's an interesting journey for sure. If you want to go along for the ride hold on tight, this will be a rollercoaster. I am more grounded than I have ever been and am slowly finding peace with myself. I love the beach, there is nothing that can beat the salty air and the taste on my lips. I love all animals but dogs are my favorite. I am a fighter but I never throw the first punch, always the last.I believe in "Carpe Diem". I believe in Karma. I believe in love at first sight. I believe there are very few "unselfish acts" in this world. I play with fire- Of course I get burned. I randomly talk to strangers. I now believe in this quote; "You learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, You learn that love doesn't mean leaning. Company doesn't mean security. You begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts, and presents aren't promises. You begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child. You learn to build all your roads on today, Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns, if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure... And appreciate the importance of the Little Things in Life"thoughts on life...... "You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had, always forgive, but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, things go wrong, just remember life goes on." My thoughts on LOVE...."We think about it, dream about it, lose sleep worrying about it, when we don't have it we search for it, when we discover it we fear losing it, it is the constant source of pleasure and pain, but we can't predict which it will be from one moment to the next, it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People with open minds. Someone who isn't into drama and can understand me and that I'm not perfect, but I'm trying to figure out my life. People who have an actual plan for their life and aren't happy with just getting by.Also Salvador Dali, Mother Teresa , Ellen and the list could go on....

My Blog

How I feel

Another day, is going by I'm thinkin' about you all the time But you're out there And I'm here waiting And I, wrote this letter, in my head Cuz' so many things were left unsaid But now you're ...
Posted by on Thu, 30 Jul 2009 19:29:00 GMT

Baby huey and Pizza

So.. me updating and keeping in touch, yeah I suck at it. But I'm sure you all know that by now....I have been back in cali for about 3 and a half months now. Wow! Can't believe i forgot how much of a...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Jun 2009 05:43:00 GMT

Back in CA

So as most of you already know, I am back in CA. Things just weren't working out in Ohio and my family needed me back here. My dad is having some medical issues, nothing life threatening, but he needs...
Posted by on Wed, 15 Apr 2009 08:52:00 GMT

My year in review and plans for 2009

So 2008 was a crazy mixed up year. I started out the year with the woman I love in an apartment in Redlands, CA. From there We had the best times seeing everything, maybe a little to drunk a little to...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Jan 2009 09:35:00 GMT

So.....

I sat here and wrote the most amazing blog about life and love ever and f ing myspace lost it. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 00:19:00 GMT

NEXT GENERATION

The extracation Of Ignorant fornication And the insertion Of education Would be the salvation Of this supposedly doomed nation But there's a complication In changing this "Raider Nation" This Californ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Nov 2008 02:09:00 GMT

It’s amazing

How many times in a person's life do you think they fall down and then get back up again? Or rather, how many times do they think they have gotten back up? With me I think it's the latter. I kee...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 14:51:00 GMT

Letting Go

As any of you who know me at all know, I suck at letting go. It is problably my biggest weakness. (That and good food, but that's besides the point) The problem is when I love I love hard, with all th...
Posted by on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 02:32:00 GMT

Exactly

Done so many things wrong I dont know if I can do rightOh i, oh iveDone so many things wrong I dont know if I can do rightAt this point in my lifeIve done so many things wrong I dont know if I can do ...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 02:48:00 GMT

I won’t run

Those of you who know what is going on will understand this. I did nothing wrong and I will not run away and I will not dissappear I worked way to fucking hard for everything I have. So to you nosey n...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:24:00 GMT