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walking_iris

About Me

>--All works of art start as potential. Similarily, all relationships start as potential. When I meet a person I try and see not thier mask, with It's defenses, but what's underneath. When a person is arrogant or rude or selfish, that is only what this person thinks thier about. So this so called " Loser" person is confused. But if no one sees thier potential then they might not ever see it themselves; and that would be tragic. On another note, the object of my compulsive fondling isn't a string of beads or a sporty automobile...I have been sickly entranced by a problem from my past, something I cannot stop going over. Maybe in your idle moments you mentally replay embarrassing experiences, or chew on the bitter unfairness of a defunct relationship. You might have your own poverty epic...Personally I favor anecodets(ms) about my emotional losses and general inadequecy. Give me half a chance and i'll rattle off dozens of them.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

>--Men, they put so much pressure on us, To be "this" to be "that" to be something that we couldn't (most of us anyways) live up to. But some love that part that wouln't give up all our fantasies and desires to cage our sex. Some love that elusive part. The part that allowed us to follow our passions. The part that wanted excitement and tenderness...that part. And for that, we need them to love the parts of us that nobody else did, so those that are "broken"; heal. And sometimes that healing takes place simply through a friendship but other times it requires a true loving relationship. In becoming "one" we each give what the other needs most, loving the "parts that nobody else did". The power of orange knickers Under my petticoat The power of listening to what You don't want me to knowCan somebody tell me now who is this terrorist Those girls that smile kindly then rip your life to pieces? Can somebody tell me now am I alone with this? This little pill in my hand and with this secret kiss Am I alone in this...A matter of complication When you become a twist For their latest drink As they're transitioningCan somebody tell me now who is this terrorist This little pill in my hand that keeps the pain living Can somebody tell me now a way out of this - That sacred pipe of red stone could blow me out of this kiss Am I alone in this...Shame shame time to leave me now Shame shame you've had your fun Shame shame for letting me think that I would be the oneCan somebody tell me now who is this terrorist This little pill in my hand or this secret kiss Am I alone in this kissJai Guru Deva Om

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My Blog

thoughts

everyone that u meet throughout your life is a teacher, the more intense, confrontational and dramatic the encounter of that teacher is the more you needed to learn. i believe that a soul-mate isnt so...
Posted by ila on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 09:40:00 PST

trees

If i could, I'd be a tree...trees have such a movement, strength and creativity as any one thing could have. if you climb one and feel a branch...it has veins.
Posted by ila on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 06:44:00 PST

The heart pounds

The Heart PoundsAs AlwaysBut This Time Out Of Rhythm With TimeLost And Forgotten At HomeGoing To Explode Through My NoseTurn Myself To The Sweaty CoversStare At The Rust Growing On MeIt Eats Into The ...
Posted by ila on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 06:37:00 PST

Svefn-g-englar

I'm Here AgainInside YouIt's So Nice In HereBut I Can't Stay For LongI Float Around In Liquid HibernationIn A Hotel Nourishing On The Electricity BoardTyoowoohooBut The Wait Makes Me Uneasy  I Kick T...
Posted by ila on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 06:34:00 PST

my birthday number

well i did everything and im a seven, i read it and its pretty damn close.. .7 - THE INTELLECTUAL 7's are the searchers. Always probing for hidden information, they find it difficult to accept t...
Posted by ila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST