Bubba [R.I.P John C. Leedy]

The name is Ben.
I am a VERY opinionated person.
Deal with it.
I am left handed.
My favorite colors are Orange & Black.
I have an obsession with the number 3.
I have a cat named Bubby, which I love him to pieces.
I have met all the members of IT DIES TODAY!!!!!!
I have met Alex and Dan from ATREYU!
I have met all of the members from BLEEDING THROUGH!
I have met Buddy, Heath, and Mike from SENSES FAIL!
I enjoy the Outdoors.
My favorite college football teams are: Notre Dame and Florida.
My favorite MLB team is the St. Louis Cardinals.
I hate fake people!
I don't take kindly to people that PRETEND to be my friend!
I go to ALOT of concerts. ALOT is an understatment.
I LOVE music. I listen to it whenver physically possible.
I remember A LOT of lyrics to A LOT of songs. Deal with it.
Quotes/Lyrics
Once you've worn a mask for so long, you forget who you were beneath it.
Because of you, I still believe in nothing!
Some days, I pray that someone will blow me away, make it quick, but let it burn, so I can feel my life fade.
I fall apart, but the memories never die.
Sitting here I waste a day while the memories fade away, you know I expected so much more from you!
Break me down to pieces put me back, do it right this time.
You can't feel my anger, you can't feel my pain, you cant feel my torment driving me insane!
Can you take this life, Can you make it right? Do you have the words to say to make it all go away?
I stand with my thoughts on a crossway to neverwhere every end shows your tender face.
You remind me of the times when I knew who I was.
Woman put my tender heart in a blender and watched it spin 'round like a beautiful oblivion.
Why can't you stay forever? Why can't you just pull the trigger? I wish I wish this nightmare would end. Goodbye.
Everyday I wake, the sun shines down on my flaws.
I saw your heart as it overtook me.
It is our hearts that define what has meaning in life, some will ask how can this be, but it was you who made me feel.
Should I smile because you're my friend or should i be sad because that's all we'll ever be?
I'm dancing with my dream girl, she sees me in the real world telling me she loves me, i feel it in her heartbeat.
What more do you want from me? Can't you see I'm already gone?
I'm thinkin that maybe if my heart stops beating it wont hurt as much.
I hope that and pray that one day you will realize that you were always my biggest inspiration, the pain You've caused has built who I've become, Now we might as well be strangers.
Sobriety is a serious business and business ain't doing so good.
You're just another star that has burnt out too quickly, but I still see you shining.
I wish I could kiss her lips and tell her that I love her...It's not realistic in this life but maybe in the other.
I won't soon forget you, your mark is branded on my heart and soul forever.
Let's go drink until we can't feel feelings anymore.
I want you to know how much it means to have you in my life.
I've grown so numb I can barely shed a tear even if you cut the strings that hold my head up.
Before I met her I never knew what it was like to smile for no reason at all.
We fight this fight for the battered and broken, We fight this fight for the hopeless romantics!
I think of you every fucking day, Why the fuck did I let you into my heart?
Yea it's true I hurt too, remember??? I loved you!!!!
What's left to say, except for you're the reason for me breathing.
Do you believe in this? Do you believe in me? If you believed in love, would you believe in me?
There's got to be more to life than this, there's got to be more to everything that I thought exist.
Can you take it all away, can you take it all away when you shoved it in my face?
So kill me with the love you won't give me, pack the wound with salt, I want to feel the pain.
One day you're going to wake up and realize how much you care for her, and when that day come she'll be walking up next to the guy that already knew.
What could make you fade away? I can't pretend that there's nothing left.
I won't bow to something I've never seen. I can't believe in something that doesnt believe in me.
You taught me hate, I'll Teach you fear.
I would have given you all of my heart but there's someone thats torn it apart.
I've lost myself inside your tainted smile again.
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