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Wanna know how i feel about you? Just leave your name in my blog and i'll tell you!
Lauren. Seventeen. Senior. Christian.
the lorax, blackjack, mama lauren, little lauren, aura, lolo, laur, lorenzo, baby bear, shmauren, the manatee, little lo, the scorpion, young money, sea cow, renna... and whatever you come up with next.

You know, i could write paragraphs upon paragraphs about myself, i could write novels about myself, but that won't help you to get to know me. Everything happens for a reason and all of our pain is justified, right now i am just waiting out the storm. Things get harder, so i will get stronger. I will make it through the rain, the fog will clear some time. I have been rescued, i have all i need and that will get me through. Honestly i am a mess, a work in progress. I will get better, i am getting better. I am not pessimistic, just sometimes the sadness overwhelms me, don't ever worry, i will be fine. Little things make my day, things you don't realize, but thank you so much for being there in my toughest times.
I have got everything i need in my life and nothing you do will take away from that, no matter how hard you try. I've got everything i need, all you can do is add to it :)
discovering happiness: meaningless, yet meaningful conversations, hand holding, youth group, thrift stores, cuddling, wrestling, vivid dreams, sweaty hugs, blanket fests, singing at the top of your lungs in the car (especially when imitating James Blunt; you're beautiful),laying and listening to the quiet, good beverages, light-hearted conversations, reciprocated feelings, good company, dress up nights, road trips, understanding past difficulties, silly pictures, late nights, surprise text messages, physicality, criss-cross applesauce, remembering faces, good music/music recommendations, laughing so hard that you start to cry, your sides hurt, and you even start to drool just a little bit, but you wouldn't stop it for the world.

Who I'd Like To Meet:
People who understand, people who aren't afraid.
Par-tayy animals and hermits!
Cunning linguists.
Someone who loves me as much i love them.
Intelligent minds, abstract thinkers, visionaries.
More people that i can make happy and vice versa.
People who get me :)
Little Mama Lauren,

My Interests

Living the life.
youth group, good company, all the memories, discovering happiness.

Priorities: church/family, school, volleyball, friends.

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Bumpin' Amos Lee, Barlowgirl, Chris Tomlin, City and Colour, Colbie Caillat, The Cool Kids, Jesse McCartney, Justin Nozuka, Kanye West, Lil Wayne, Matthew West, Missy Higgins, Paramore, The Rocket Summer, Sufjan Stevens

Books:

Animal Dreams, The Bible, Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close, Go Ask Alice, It's Kind of a Funny Story, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, The Rules of Survival

Currently Reading:

Heroes:

who needs heroes? we all have the ability to change lives. we can all help others through the difficult times.
Philippians 4:13 I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
2 Corinthians 4:7-9 But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show us that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned, but not destroyed.
John 3:15 that everyone who believes in him may have eternal life.
Jeremiah 1:19 They will fight against you but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.
Jeremiah 29:11 For i know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
all we need is love, so come as you are, and you will be loved
Janelle - Tamara - Kelson - Kelly A. - Natalie B. - Jaclyn - Greg - Kelsey - Russell - Madalyn - Ashley - Marissa - Nicole - Jordan

My Blog

Better

Seventy-oneWhat i desire, is humbleness. It is one of the greatest measures of a person, one of the most alluring things. It is one thing to be great, but it is a greater thing to not let if get to yo...
Posted by Mama lauren on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 03:35:00 PST

Goodbye

SeventyNo matter how much it hurt in the beginning, i know it was all for the best. Couldn't you see how much you hurt me?Why'd you have to stop caring, stop being a friend?Things are getting better, ...
Posted by Mama lauren on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 12:01:00 PST

Links

Sixty-eight.Catch my eye. Intrigue. Mystery. Beauty. Stories to be told, stories being told. Inspired. Life.Willie Nelson, Dizzy Gillespie, Lenny Kravitz, Jean Paul Gaultier, Lauren Hutton, Bridget Ha...
Posted by Mama lauren on Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:51:00 PST

Face value,

Sixty-sevenWhat do you see?Long winded pargraphs ornamented with extravagent words?I never meant for it to be this way, to speak in tongues, to spin tales too intricate to be appreciated....
Posted by Mama lauren on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 09:49:00 PST

Prioritize

Sixty-six.Do you know those times when you feel like everyone in the world is in love with you? Or maybe even those times where everyone is out to get you?Don't be so selfish, the world does not ever ...
Posted by Mama lauren on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:27:00 PST

Well,

Sixty-five.All you need to know is that i have feelings, and i have ears. I know what you're saying and yes, it hurts. It hurts far more than you could know. It doesn't hurt the most, but it's almost ...
Posted by Mama lauren on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 12:43:00 PST

Conformity

Sixty-four.(The result of my three-minute write in Honors American Lit. oh, that class is a laugh. Exactlly what i wrote.)2 Conformity has its advantages and disadvantatges. An advantage of conforming...
Posted by Mama lauren on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 01:25:00 PST

I’m too young.

Sixty-three.I am finally realizing although i know a lot, i have only learned a tiny fraction of what i know. I hate having to decide what i want to do with the rest of my life now, i am too young to ...
Posted by Mama lauren on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 12:34:00 PST

Decide .

(Number sixty-two .)I never thought that i wouldn't care.I am a marshmallow, i am too nice. No, not too nice, maybe just not willing to tell people no. I am more than old enough to know what i want, y...
Posted by Mama lauren on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 07:47:00 PST

Sixty-one .

"Fix"I can't seem to keep myself in the present. I am constantly more than two weeks in the past and at the same time light years into my future. I know where i have been and i know where i want to go...
Posted by Mama lauren on Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:23:00 PST