Francis

Francis "Skylar"

I am here for Dating, Friends and Networking

About Me

My heart shattered enveloped in my hands like a beaten child unwanted and unappreciated. I dont desire the emotions bleeding out from it, they lace my eyes and my thoughts every moment. My heart longs for things my personality has no desire for. You've sewn the seeds to my discontent. It wasnt your fault: not really. You wanted nothing more than the love of a strong woman, little did you know that what came with it was a devastated soul longing for true love and wrapped in the pain and shards of broken promises from prior attempts at the unmastered art. I do the things I do to hide my heart from myself, to cut & jade myself so deeply that my emotions hide from me. I am a pathetic romantic bound in the body of a sadist. Im my own slave. Beaten daily, bruised and battered with no safe word to utterI am broken, but I will become strong again, stronger than before..NO, Im not always that dark, just in a dark place in my life right now...

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

People who are free spirits, people that need unleashing, people that arent afraid of change, strong independent women...people who desire to live life!

My Blog

weird week

OK, so this week has been anything but boring and muted...which in my opinion isnt an all bad thing, but very tiring in its own right. last weekend I went and hung out with my old friends. It was comf...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Mar 2004 03:54:00 GMT

NEW JOB!!!

OK, so I got the job Iv'e been drooling after for the past 6 months...YAY! Im The "Operations Manager" of Re-Store. We are a nonprofit company: http://www.restorefaync.org is the address of our webs...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Mar 2004 19:33:00 GMT

WOW! I met people in this area that are cool!

This past year, well almost, I have wandered around Fayetteville, knowing noone that I shared so much as a common interest with...That changed about 2-3 weeks ago now. I met Gary, a client of mine. He...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Mar 2004 00:14:00 GMT

pretty fierce

You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame, they burn with light and power and rebirth. Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an amazingly strong person. Y...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Mar 2004 14:49:00 GMT

What crap...

I lost my password for like 2 months almost and tried the retrieve password over and over and over, and then contacted the webmaster like 12 times...finally the problem was fixed...boy was that suck c...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Mar 2004 19:39:00 GMT

Mania bites

OK, so Im bipolar, and well, with all this crazy chaos going on, I kinda sorta, ok so no sorta, I am flakin! Mania from hell, dont know what to do, how to deal. I woke Steve up, he gave me drugs and ...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Dec 2003 00:47:00 GMT

Happy Birthday to me...

OK, so yesterday was my birthday. Not a bad day, just felt mostly like each time I was near Steve there was a huge pink elephant in the room staring me down, stealing my breathe away, robbing me of al...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Dec 2003 10:24:00 GMT