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About Me



Well lets see..me...ummm I am spiritual and a dreamer first off! I am a free spirit wanting to move like the wind but bound due to what we call reality and life. I have 2 wonderful lil men that call me Mommy! I love them to death and would have no clue what to do if they were no longer there. I know hate, being hurt, sadness, disappointment, and being stabbed in the back more than anything thing else. I cry myself to sleep almost every night. I treat others with respect and I expect the same in return. Some people have problems doing this and if this is you just stay away. I work very hard in everything I do and have lots on my plate. I don't set my expectations to high so then I have no worries of feeling disappointment.... sad but it actually works. If for some reason you are not real and play the drama game then keep on viewing the profiles and leave me the fuck alone! If you can pose a challenge and have some intelligence then step on up and lets talk!>
Try to see the beauty from within

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I would love to meet people that stimulate my mind. One that could look past minor flaws and see the fighter that is inside me. Someone who could be truthful. So many of these things would be nice just to have... but I don't expect shit out of anyone, unless it is the honest truth. So honestly, if you think with the dick between your legs don't bother me. If your main deal is drama leave me alone! If you actually have some brains and can handle the what I said above, then tread lightly... I love a challange!

"A tear can be a beautiful thing!"

My Blog

A word from George Carlin! Awesome!

What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Messag...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Jul 2008 08:31:00 GMT

Straight Jacket

**This woman never fails to amaze me with her music!  Listen and enjoy! I have a realized how close this song fits me right now!** Alantis Morissette"Straitjacket" Something so benign ...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 13:43:00 GMT

Missing you Terribly

Waking in the morningyour not by my side.I think of where your atand it just kills me inside.I got a letter todayexpressing the love you have for me.As I read your wordsthat you wrote for metears bega...
Posted by on Tue, 27 May 2008 11:09:00 GMT

Something everyone should read

This is something that  I have heard before for my one gf Emmy.... but who would have thought at a time when I needed it my other gf MAC posted this as a blog on her own page.....I really need to...
Posted by on Tue, 06 May 2008 12:34:00 GMT

Your Candle

A candle burningin the nightbreaking through the blackguiding with amazing light With gentle stepsyou move aroundStaying out of the shadowswhich creep all around Staying away from the darkusing the ca...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 05:22:00 GMT

Whispered Names

I sit apon the starsand whisper to the heavensof dreams and wishesthat lay apon my heart. I speak to themof love, hopes and dreamsto have them whisper backyour loving sweet name. I fall back a minutet...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 05:10:00 GMT

New feeling of pain

Sittin herecan’t make it go down.I can’t make it straight,and can’t help but make a sound. Pain and moansthe tears flow downI can’t make it straight,and keep releasing hurting ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 11:19:00 GMT

A song that hits home for me right now

Runaway TrainbySoul Asylum Call you up in the middle of the night Like a firefly without a light You were there like a blowtorch burning I was a key that could use a little turning So tired that I cou...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 00:08:00 GMT

Just something

Tears are falling to the ground.. tears are falling all around.  Where am I its to dark to see... I can't find a light in me.No where to feelNo where to seeI have hardly any meaningsNo pure grasp...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 17:55:00 GMT

8 am thoughts on driving!

As I sit here and sip on some tea and smoke a cig.  My gf comments to me about this school bus accident that happened sometime during the icy time yesterday morning.  So I went on to www.WGA...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 05:14:00 GMT