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~BalancedM~

There is no first nor last in Forever. It is Centre there all the time...Emily Dickinson

About Me

Well...it's a lot easier when someone else does the describing. I graduated college with a BA in English, but I have managed to find my way into the position of selling insurance. Need to do something I am passionate about, like writing or teaching. I love to learn! Oh, and I am an official Google whore...I'm just sayin'. I enjoy and thrive off spending time with my friends and family. I find nothing more fulfilling than intimate moments with close ones. I try not to have any regrets about the past and look only to the future, though, at times, it is difficult. I've so much more to learn about life and appreciate everything, good or bad, that I am lead to embrace. The more I live, the more I learn; the more I learn, the more I realize, the less I know (Barbra S. YENTL).

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My Interests

Spending time with friends, watching the freakin' L-Word, making jewelry, reading creative non-fiction, writing poetry and short stories, kickin' back with a Red Bull and just tryin' to keep up with what Life hands me!


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You are Bettie Page
Girl next door with a wild streak
You're a famous beauty - with unique look
And the people like you are cultish about it What Famous Pinup Are You?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild
Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss.
You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride.
You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?
What famous lesbian do you most closely resemble? Your Result: Portia Di Rossi

You're talented, smart and beautiful. You are more charming than members of the Royal Family and everyone just adores your killer smile. Plus you look amazing in a bikini.


Katherine Moennig
Jackie Warner
Tammy Lynn Michaels
Melissa Ethridge
Ellen Degeneres
Rosie O'Donnell
K D Lang
What famous lesbian do you most closely resemble?
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I'd like to meet:

And so it is...BARBRA STREISAND...I am such a gay man!! If they were alive...Vincent Van Gogh and Emily Dickinson...
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Music:

I love all sorts of music!!! My fav of all is Barbra Streisand!!! I love musicals...my Grandmother helped me to appreciate opera and the crooners from the 40's...typical lesbian tunes: Indigo Girls, Cher (or is that more of a gay man thang??), Tracy Chapman, Natalie Merchant, Tori Amos, Beth Hart,etc....like a few country songs...love Josh Groban!...new fav song is by Damien Rice (song at the end of the movie CLOSER). Love LIVE!!! I dig a little R&B...Musiq, Lauryn Hill, Frankie J, etc...I guess that gives one an idea. Any Broadway will do, too!! Yes, I am in love with The Sound of Music and Annie!! And both GREASE movies!!!

Movies:

I love musicals...horror films...and anything with Babs in it! YENTL is my fav! I particularly enjoy psychological thrillers...New movie on my list...RUNNING with SCISSORS...It's a MUST see!!! GIRL, INTERRUPTED Daisy:You're just jealous, Lisa... because I got better... because I was released... because I have a chance... at a life. Lisa: They didn't release you 'cause you're better, Daisy, they just gave up. You call this a life, hmm? Taking Daddy's money, buying your dollies and your knick-knacks... and eatin' his fuckin' chicken, fattening up like a prize fuckin' heifer? You changed the scenery, but not the fucking situation - and the warden makes house calls. And everybody knows. Everybody knows. That he fucks you. What they don't know... is that you like it. Hmm? You like it.Take the quiz:
Which Goonie r u?

Mikey
You are ver adventurous. You practically lead the Goonies, and are very brave. Your hero is a dead pirate you inspires you to be yourself.
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Television:

Ok...yes...the L-Word! I don't really watch much tv...I like ..documentaries and the news (History Channel, Discovery, etc)...I like Desperate Housewives, too (hmmm...yea, I guess I do like hot, straight women)!!!

Books:

My favorite author of all times is Emily Dickinson...like Sylvia Plath, Adrienne Rich, Virginia Wolff...love ISHMAEL by Daniel Quinn!! Life changing book, indeed! Another one that amazes me is CONVERSATIONS WITH GOD I & II. I've yet to read III. It has altered my thinking and my life...

Heroes:

My brother, Mark...he has no idea how much I love and adore him!

My Blog

to you

i am releasing the anchor...giving way to my tight grasp...opening my fingers to search for new contentment, as you have asked...you've no absolutes, yet i must have my own...still lingering in the "l...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 08:30:00 PST

Madness

The Silver Wheel that descends into the Sea beckons me closer to the Magonia.  I call to Mante to reveal my fate, yet I choke on my own indecision as my voice deadens in the moonlight.  ...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 01:05:00 PST

Coming to and Going Beyond

I've decided to do away with fear.  Grasp hold of the unknown and just ride the wave.  I no longer want to hold on to any inhibitions.  I'm awakening from the comatose state and not par...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Wed, 07 Mar 2007 02:07:00 PST

Emilie's words...

Wild nights! Wild nights! Were I with thee, Wild nights should be Our luxury! Futile the winds To a heart in port, Done with the compass, Done with the chart. Rowing in Eden! Ah! the sea! Might I bu...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 07:14:00 PST

To my best friend...

"I can trust my friends... These people force me to examine myself, encourage me to grow."                    &...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 11:20:00 PST

Lay beside you...

  Let me come to you naked come without my masks come dark              and lay beside you Let me come to you old come as a dying snail &nbs...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 12:27:00 PST

One of my favs...

That summer fields grew high with foxglove stalks and ivy. Wild apple blossoms everywhere. Emerald green like none I have seen apart from dreams that escape me. There was no girl as warm as you. How I...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 08:44:00 PST

Hmmm..."Heart Day," eh?

Well, well, well...'tis  ...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 06:59:00 PST

I'm still alive...

Yes, yes...indeed, I am still alive!  I've not been on here, again, for over 2 months.  I swear, I  do everything in extremes--either stay on here for hours or avoid it for months. ...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 01:09:00 PST

Whew...I am behind on the times...

Just thought I would say "hello" to all of my friends...I have been on a sabatical for the past 2 months, I think!  I got turned off of myspace for a bit, but thought I would give it a second cha...
Posted by ~BalancedM~ on Mon, 03 Jul 2006 03:48:00 PST