I am Jack's inflammed sense of rejection.

About Me

KIM
I walk on eggshells
and I walk on fire.
I believe in passion, but not true love. I chase after things that don't exist. I am everything but nothing all at once. I am terrified of anything that makes me weak. I am strong so you don't have to be. I dance offbeat and I sing offkey. I listen to others who don't listen to me. I'm destructive, risky, and daring so that I won't run out of stories to tell you. I am selfless because I believe in karma. I dance on tables and knock over drinks, but I am the one person who will never lose your attention. I have an altered perception of how the world really is because I am terrified of reality. I dont talk about my feelings because I know you don't care..but I am always there for you when you have something to say. I laugh when I'm lying. I see life through a camera lens.I think everything is prettier in black&white. I am broken but I am whole. I am lost. I have no idea who I am. I live life from moment to moment and I barely ever plan anything.
I am an intellectual on topics such as music, celebrities and gossip.
But I love science, literature and art.
Trust me, I am everything you've always wanted and nothing you've ever expected.
she raises the blinds - another sunrise
but nothing's changed since yesterday
she should have stayed sleeping
in neverland
she dreamt of a better place
she's come a long way
but trouble's a shadow around her
she does all she can
but darkness surrounds her even now
she musters a smile
she known if she tries
she'll break away
from secrets and lies
break away the chains of yesterday
it's brighter out today now
makeup applied
like in glamour magazine
she sees what she is what she wants to be
she opens the door to the great outside
outside of the walls that she's lived behind
she's come a long way
but trouble's a shadow around her
she does all she can
but darkness surrounds her even now
like sun in her eyes
her memories blind her way
there's light at the end
but the tunnel is dark and grey
Ten Bands You Should Check Out
1.The Gossip
2.The Faint
3.Klaxons
4.Idiot Pilot
5.Ted Leo and the Pharmacists
6.Menomena
7.Honeycut
8.She Wants Revenge
9.Teddybears
10.Kane Brothers
PEACE.
MAKE LOVE, NOT WAR.
COMMENTS...
Leave me some love.
or another cheesy pick-up line. If I were in charge of the alphabet, I'd move U and I closer together.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Phil Hansen.

www.philinthecircle.com

Music:

MUSIC.
is my life.

Movies:

Television:

dead like me, friends, king of queens, fucking CSI.

Books:

nada.

Heroes:

NOT IN ANY PARTICULAR ORDER,
SO CALM THE FUCK DOWN.
LAURA
I met her last year in art class, along with an old group of friends that was known as "the family". This girl means the world to me, and she is my very best friend. I know that she will always be there for me and I can always count on her. She is the first person I turn to for advice and guidance and I really do look up to her. I miss her so much, even though she lives 20 minutes away from me. She taught me what friendship really is, and she is the only person who has my trust 100%. She one of the only people that I would do anything for. She is truly one of a kind, and I am so lucky to have met her.
Jenna
I met Jenna through Laura at a really lame party where she told me her whole love life story and I gave her advice. She's my baby, even though shes older than me. I love her to death, and she makes me smile every time I talk to her. When me and Jenna-baby are together, you better watch out because we're party girls with an agenda. We share out lives though quick telephone calls and really long facebook letters. She is beautiful, and she should never go unnoticed. You break her heart, I break your face.
Bekah

Bekah-boo is a cutie pie. I love her so much, and she makes me laugh everytime I'm around her. Our friendship started off a little rocky, but we smoothed everything out and bonded over a mutual dislike for a certain someone. She's my BFF and my french lover. There is no dull moment with this girl. Together we are weird as hell, so don't even try to understand us.
Joe
Oh, this is one dishy boy. I met him a while ago through Bekah but only started hanging out with him this year. At first, we really werent close friends and only hung out because he dated one of my good friends. It was only recently when we really started talking and becoming better friends. Joe is an amazing guy, and it shouldnt go unnoticed. We hang out almost everyday talking about whatever is on our minds and watching countless good movies. We have our little inside jokes that nobody will ever understand, and thats what makes us cool. Joe has taught me never to judge a book by its cover, among other things. He has so much potential, I only hope he figures out what he's going to do with it.
Cesar
The Boys
Meghan
Kaley
Gentry
Nina

My Blog

Second Best.

So I know this is going to sound like a sad, apathetic, cliche blog, but fuck it. I'm tired of feeling like I'm second best, 2nd place, 2nd to everything Last to finish, Last to know, last to talk, la...
Posted by I am Jack's inflammed sense of rejection. on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 02:27:00 PST

Writing/poems/whatever.

ONE. You told me today that I was beautiful. And its funny, you know, because I never really believed it until it flowed from your mouth. I never believed anyone when they told me I was ...
Posted by I am Jack's inflammed sense of rejection. on Sun, 15 Apr 2007 10:36:00 PST

Mysterious Girl.

She's the most beautiful disaster. She lives her life one minute at a time. Days are weeks and months are years. She lives off affection and deciet. She never looks back. She's everyone's favor...
Posted by I am Jack's inflammed sense of rejection. on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:46:00 PST

Dear Anonymous....

You could see me reaching, So why couldn't you have met me halfway You could see me bleeding And you could not put pressure on the wound.... You only think about yourself. You only think about yourse...
Posted by I am Jack's inflammed sense of rejection. on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 04:16:00 PST