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About Me

What can you really say about yourself? If you talk about how great you are, you than most automatically are assumed to be full of yourself or conceited. Than on the other hand if you can't talk about yourself at all, it may seem like you have something to hide! Either or doesn't matter everyone has their thing. I am just a young guy trying to re-connect myself with life. The darkness in the night got to me and took me over for so long, that I don't remember how to live in the Light. All I know for sure is I belong in the light!

My Blog

Just One of Those Things....ya know!!

Just trying to figure everything out...I thought I knew how I felt and now not so much! I was having fun hanging out and seeing someone. I thought there was really something. But now im seeing that...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Feb 2005 12:56:00 GMT

The LOVE, The FATE, & The DESIRE!!!

Now this is something different from what I normally write about.  This is a long one, but I think its definitely worth the read!    There are three things in life which I feel guide most of us throug...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Feb 2005 08:58:00 GMT

Oblivious...

So apparently I was oblivious to the fact that everyone I pretty much know is on myspace as well. For all of you who knew me at one time...yeah matthew became a hardcore drug addict. Not for a long ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Jan 2005 11:31:00 GMT

Cause when I get this feeling!

Not even gonna really try to fully understand why I feel the way I feel. I just want to appreciate the fact that I actually can feel real human emmotions. I know I talk about how I got where I am at...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Jan 2005 23:42:00 GMT

Go back 10 spaces!!!

Today I have been reflecting alot on the past. Trying to figure out how and why I was able to get here. My thoughts were brought up by conversations with the family. Time has made it easier to be a...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jan 2005 10:26:00 GMT

Do dreams ever really come true!?

Today has just been one of those days...I feel so great today. Trevor was with me sat, sun, and this morning...it was great being home with someone all warm inside and away from the snow. It's great ...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Jan 2005 21:57:00 GMT

A new day

Hey again its me again. well for some of you its me for the first time. I haven't been myself in years and actually after everything that has happened im different in some ways. I have just been fe...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:47:00 GMT

A boy

I haven't really told anyone yet...but I met a guy and his name is trevor(hot right?!). I haven't known him that long but things are looking really good. He makes me smile so much and I feel safe wi...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jan 2005 17:22:00 GMT

A day with my thoughts!!!

Today im just sitting around thinking about the past year. I worked out hard today and feel so good. It made me try to remember feeling this good before and I can't. Been sober for 56 days tho so i...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Jan 2005 11:23:00 GMT