WELL LETS SEE..MY NAME IS NIKKIE AND IM 21 YEARS OLD.I GREW UP IN THE 909 IE.. I LOVE MY HOMETOWN OF RIVERSIDE CALI..IT FUCKING ROCKS AND ITS TOTALLY THE PARTY TOWN..BUT I NEEDED A CHANGE OF SCENERY AND HAD TO HANDLE SOME COURT SHIT FROM LAST YEAR WHEN I GOT IN TROUBLE.. NOW THAT IT IS FINALLY HANDLED, I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I HAD TO SERVE 90 DAYS IN WEST VALLEY DETENTION CENTER WHICH SUCKED ASS AND NOW I HAVE 36 MONTH PROBATION..BUT I WILL SURVIVE ... I ALSO HAVE STRUGGLED OVER THESE PAST TWO YEARS WITH A MAN THAT I WAS DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH BY THE NAME OF JAMES YATES! I THOUGHT I COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM AND I THOUGHT HE WAS MY WORLD. BUT I SOON CAME TO REALIZE ALTHOUGH WE BOTH LOVED EACH OTHER VERY MUCH, IT JUST WASN'T GOING TO WORK OUT FOR US..AND IT WAS JUST TIME TO MOVE ON, WHICH WAS VERY DIFFICULT FOR ME TO EXCEPT AND STILL IS AT TIMES..SO SHORTLY AFTER THAT I GAVE UP ON ALL MEN AND DECIDED TO GO ANOTHER ROUTE AND START DATING GIRLS, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN BI AND HAVE HAD A FEW GIRLFRIENDS BUT THE RELATIONSHIP NEVER SEEMS TO WORK OUT EITHER...SO I THINK ITS TIME FOR NIKKIE TO STAY SINGLE FOR A WHILE.. IM REALLY NOT READY FOR THE COMMITMENT TO ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP JUST YET AND THATS WHY I COME OFF SO STAND OFFISH TO SOME ..REGARDLESS ON HOW THEY SEE IT, THATS HOW I FEEL..AND IM REALLY NOT SURE AT THIS TIME I WANT A BOYFRIEND..RIGHT NOW ID RATHER HAVE A GIRLFRIEND...BUT ONLY TIME WILL TELL..WHO KNOW THINGS CHANGE DAILY IN MY LIFE..ALL I KNOW IS IM 5 MONTHS CLEAN THIS MONTH AND I PLAN ON KEEPING IT THAT WAY.. THIS IS WHO I AM!! IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT..WELL ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS FUCK OFF!!!
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