i'm the last person you wanted to see.
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words are essential to life, as vital as breathing
hi. my name is katrina/katie/cat/heyyou.
but you should know that by now, right?
i am an enigma. i can't be defined, no matter how hard you try to place a label on me. i don't know what i want right now, so don't ask. i like to talk about life. the meaning of life. facts are all relative. numbers and figures make more sense than a belief system. i don't believe in a higher entity, and argue all you want, but i'll never see eye-to-eye with you on a wide variety of issues. you'll never understand my way of thinking, but it's okay, because i probably don't understand yours. if you think you can prove me wrong, i'm open to your arguments of logic. let's banter. let's have an intelligent conversation. let's go have coffee sometime. i promise not to disappoint.
i am not the person i used to be, and i'm not sure if i want to be that person anymore. i've grown up a lot in the last few months, and i've learned things about myself. i've made new friends, perhaps new enemies; some of us have grown close, some of us have grown apart. it's life. it's messy and it hurts, but it's life. i don't understand it, but i suppose it's all a part of this process we call "growing up." i might not be okay with it at times, but i have to learn to live with it. i've matured in some ways, perhaps reverted back to adolescence in some others, but in the end, you'll just have to learn to take it or leave it. love me, hate me, it's all the same; at least i made you feel something.
LIVE RIGHT NOW, JUST BE YOURSELF
DOESN'T MATTER IF IT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE ELSE
our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. it is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us... there's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. we are all meant to shine, as children do.
~ marianne williamson