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shutchofayce

Oooh...AWESOMENESS! You kno you want it BOYEEE! lol Okay, now Git wit that swiss fondu we makin BAY-

About Me

THERE IS SO MUCH FRICKIN PAIN N PLEASURE N SADNESS N HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE I GIT OVERWHELMED AT TIMES N I DON'T KNO HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE. BUT THAT'S JUSS HOW IT IS YA KNO? N I KNO TOMORROW WILL BE A BETTER DAY. THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO LOVE ME N HATE ME N WANT ME N NEED ME N DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME THAT IT'S JUSS RIDICULOUS N SOMETIMES I DON'T KNO WHO TO TURN TO. BUT THAT'S JUSS HOW IT IS, RIGHT? N I KNO AT THA END OF THA ROAD THEIR TRUE COLORS WILL SHO, N I'LL BE ABLE TO DISTINGUISH FRIEND FROM FO. THERE WILL BE TIMES WHEN I FAIL N TIMES WHEN I SUCCEED N TIMES WHEN I'M BORED N TIMES WHEN I'M EXCITED N TIMES WHEN I'M LONELY N TIMES WHEN I FEEL LOVED N TIMES WHEN I FEEL UNAPPRECIATED N TIMES WHEN I FEEL OK. BUT THAT'S JUSS HOW IT IS, I THINK. THERE ARE MOMENTS WHEN I'M AFRAID N MOMENTS WHEN I'M BRAVE N MOMENTS WHERE I CRY A LOT N MOMENTS WHERE I LAUGH A LOT N MOMENTS WHERE IT FEELS AS THOUGH I'M SO IN LOVE IT'S DAMN NEAR INSANITY N MOMENTS WHERE MY HEART FEELS BROKEN. BUT THAT'S JUSS HOW IT IS. THERE HAVE BEEN DAYS WHERE I FEEL LIKE NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME. THERE HAVE BEEN DAYS WHERE I FELT A TRUE CONNECTION WITH ANOTHER BEING. WHATEVER MEEYAN. NO MATTER HOW BAD I FEEL I KNO THAT GOD IS FEELING IT RIGHT ALONG WITH ME. HE UNDERSTANDS. HE CARES. HE KNOWS MY WEAKNESSES AND MY STRENGTHS. HE'S THERE. N THAT MY FRIEND IS WHAT KEEPS THE FIRE INSIDE OF ME BURNING. IT BURNS WITH A PASSION. IT BURNS SLOWLY AND QUIETLY. IT BURNS ANXIOUSLY AS I WAIT FOR LIFE TO GIT BETTER N I KNO IT WILL. NOT BECAUSE A LITTLE BIRDY TOLD ME SO. IT'S BECAUSE I KNO GOD HAS A PLAN FOR ME N HE WILL NEVER FORSAKE ME BECAUSE HE LOVES ME. N HE LOVES U TOO, YA KNO. JUSS THOUGHT I'D SAY ALL THIS TO LET U KNO. I LOVE U N I ALWAYS TELL U THAT, RIGHT. BUT WHEN THAT'S NOT ENOUGH, OR WHEN U FEEL LIKE NO ONE LOVES U, PLEASE REALIZE THAT GOD LOVES U N HIS LOVE IS THA GREATEST GIFT ANYONE ON THIS EARTH COULD EVER BE BLESSED WITH. SO DON'T BE DOWN FA TOO LONG. U GOTTA GIT UP SOMETIME MEEYAN. LIFE'S TOO SHORT. ******CHRISTEENY****

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Three Things
Three things that scare me:
1: pickles! eeww
2: quiet people
3: DARKNESS
Three people who make me laugh:
1: Kimmy
2: LaShawnda
3: Aunt Cynthia
Three Things I love:
1: CHEESECAKE N ICE CREAM!! MMMMM
2: boys
3: *hugs n kisses*
Three Things I hate:
1: feeling lonely
2: when people are MEAN
3: yelling when angry
Three things I don't understand:
1: foreign languages (except french)
2: WHY some people SO MEAN
3: why I'm doing this survey
Three things on my desk:
1: my sketchbook
2: a photo of an old crush
3: DUDE, my frickin DELL, Duh!
Three things I'm doing right now:
1: eating ice cream
2: calling Shawny
3: watching Comedy Central
Three things I want to do before I die:
1: be recognized as a successful photographer
2: live in Canada AND France
3: lose my virginity!!
Three things I can do:
1: rub my tummy and pat my head
2: take some pretty awesome photos
3: say "FUCK NO, BEEYATCH!"
Three ways to describe my personality:
1: chipper
2: loving
3: understanding
Three things I can't do:
1: lie when I'm angry
2: sleep with the lights on
3: NOT LOVE YOU HUNZ!!!
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Movies:

I feel faint...guess I'm juss so awesome I can't take it! Wer'e too gangsta fa these pups holmes! M.M.B. all day, Hey Shawny! lolThis is my geekin buddy/best friend EVAAA! Shawny....fashion designer-to-be. Sooo frickin hawt, sooo frickin awesome! Baaawliin! lolMY TWO FAVORITE MODELS IN THA WORLD!!! They inspire me! Yes I take their pics n yes: I'M their "personal phohtographer" lolSo many sides of me it's ridiculous....Do you think you could help a sister out homie?! lol

Television:

CHARLIE MURPHAAAAAYY! Darkness, Everybody!! DARKNESS IS SPREADING!!!!!

My Blog

Life is SOOO NOT FAIR dawg. Fa real.

GOSH DARNIT!!!!!! I've juss wanted 2 say that all day (or maybe all year). I kno we say we know that life isn't fair, but I mean really now hunz, when somethin happens that isn't the way you wanted or...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Thu, 02 Nov 2006 04:40:00 PST

THE GREATEST STORIES EVER TOLD

So I was in tha mall yesterday right&.   N this little Asian dude came up to me&n he was cute n all&..but um   He started I guess tryna talk to me, but HE WAS SPEAKING ANOTHER LANGUAGE! &nbs...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 10:06:00 PST

People are People

Now I think I'm through. Cuz I'm lovely all by myself n all, but fa real, I can do bad by my damn self too...don't need nobody else to help me do that. I realize now that there ain't nothin too s...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 04:33:00 PST

Wiggity Wiggity Wack!!

YEAH BEEYATCH!!! muahahahahahahaha...that's my evil genius laughter. Yeah, I'm geekin. Ok. Here's when u use the phrase, ok? Boy: Hey sweetie! So I mean...can I get ur numba or what? Gurl: Um....no I...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 02:19:00 PST

y'all don't know him

Ok   Y'all don't know him, but he has me on--somethin   somethin new. somethin nice.   It's weird, cuz ok I know I havent known him very long, n you know how I hate to say "he's differe...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 04:25:00 PST

another letter to Joey

Oh Joey my love!!!!       I know you are absolutely correct in that we should alwayz stay true to ourselves.....I know that at times I have lived falsely in attempt to make so...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Thu, 15 Jun 2006 10:33:00 PST

a letter to Joey

Joey darling,       I always find myself giving into love, but I feel as if I'm searching for it in the dark (love is blind) and I'm never sure of myself and I never really k...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Wed, 14 Jun 2006 04:40:00 PST

What I LOVE, what I live for

green (duh) black/white checkered pattern BATMAN! lookin into a boy's eyes stunta shades converses flip flops BOYZ! music photography laughing writing SMOOCHIES! hugz screaming walking bubbles STARS! ...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 06:01:00 PST

when someone hurts you

When someone hurts you and you don't understand why you tend to seek them out and you continue to try   When you think you've done wrong though what it is you're not sure you want them to know yo...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 03:34:00 PST

about LOVE

  Okay. Lemme tell u somethin u have probably heard in the past n need to hear now n will most likely hear again........ About love........ Don't get mad n close out of this...... You're a...
Posted by & she rawks harder than ever on Tue, 09 May 2006 01:18:00 PST