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So i suppose its lets get to know junior time?
Well im 15 and I have recently taken in God and Jesus
i guess it was my loneliness
i was feeling really bad
because i wouldn't be able to hang out with my ppl from Furman.
so i was super upset
they have been helping me with my faith
April 7, 2007ii realized that if i had god id never be lonely
and i shouldn't feel bad for things i think i've done wrong.
i'm human its what happens
and thats why Jesus dies on the cross for me
so that i would have to feel bad
so that i can live happily
so that i have a shoulder to cry on
so that i will never feel lonely again
i really do feel different
like a lot happier
like theres has been a space filled in me
i always thought that ppl who said that were crack heads
but wow its like... i dunno.. there was always an empty space that you never knew about until it was full
i'm so glad that its finally full
before today i was always " OK there is a God and his son Jesus
and that his kid died for me.. OK.. why why the hell are we so special"
and to me i didn't feel a great "thankness" for it. so i know i wasn't really in Gods Hands yet.
and now i am i finally understand and i do have that "greatfull" feeling
Well lets see
i try really hard to be me and not who other ppl want me to be
i'm that person who gets embarrassed for you
and i feel terrible when i think i've done something wrong
i love meeting ppl who hate "Emos" they are just one more person
that i wont have to get to meet and then end up letting me down
i hate fake ppl
i can smell a poser from a mile away
and i hate the fact that 75% of American teens are all "Emo"
i'm just starting to hang out with the kool kids at school
so i'm not much of a loser
i know i'm not the best looking but i don't really think i'm ugly
don't get me wrong ugly and fat are two different things
i know a lot of beautiful fat girls
so yea i think i'm on the chubsey side
though i get punched in the arm every time i say it
so i bet you want to know what made me the way i am today
well i've gone though a lot my whole life
i didn't have a very good child hood.
my parents were always fighting and we moved a lo t
so keeping friends was hard to do
and when i thought i had found my bestest friend we moved to SC
< i was born in Chicago,ILL>
it sucks down here
but yea.
my mom just had a surgery to remove her uterus she had fibroid tumors.
she used to be sick everyday. and that would put me down and yea all that good stuff
but now shes getting better
but thats kinda a bad thing because......
I go to thing called YoungLife
its practically a youth group.
its taught by kids from Furman.
they have quite kept me a live these past years.
i've grown really close
And now my mom wants to move to TX
here in SC she has no one
were only down here because of my P.O.S dad.
But hey thats my life story
So if you have not put it together i live in <8sixx4>,South Carolina
oh yea love is an ass hole
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