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I live life just like everyone else! I constantly fear loosing what is closest to me...I have a brother in the U.S. Air Force that daily risks his life for this country I love him so much && I will always stand by him through every decision he makes good or bad, I am always here for him to lean on as he is me *** I also have an AMAZING fiance' that would give me the world if he could but we all know that's not his to give - although I feel that I am constantly fighting for him, He is the LOVE of my life and I will always be greatful that God gave us this time together. We have been blessed with beautiful baby girl Auree Lynn...she is my life now! After recently loosing my Mom life has changed greatly mostly for the worst but Auree is that good that makes anything seem possible. I hope she grows up to be like my mom that she will be blessed with the graceful hands that play my hearts love just like mom... I'd give anything to have her here again each night playing the songs that I love as I go to sleep. One day we will meet again until then I will live each day & do my best to make them both proud of me! I have two sisters Ashlie (older) & Ashley (younger)Ashlie is a lot like Phillip && I can honestly say she is blessed to be like him just like I think he is blessed to be like her. I think that she is the most beautiful thing in this world no matter what other people think, she's a work-a-holic but she always seems to back me up && take care of me when I need her. Ashley has blessed us all with my wonderful Niece Rylee Bugg (who looks just as beautiful as her momma)&& they are both a GREAT part of my life && I love each && every moment we get together! Ashley keep your head up ... everything in time will get better && everything will be in your favor! I have another brother, his name is Jerry (Bear) he's a BIG nerd but I love him anyways hehe! People often get the wrong impression about him && judge him poorly but he needs to know he's great no matter what anyone tells him. He has lived a hard life just like most people in this world && He faces each day expecting && accomplishing everything that is thrown at him! He's just great. Last but not least is my step dad Wesley - I call him *HONEY* lol he takes care of me no matter what he has to fight through to make sure that I am happy and I love him with all of my heart no matter what I've said in the past - I lived for so long && always took him for granted && I am sooo sorry for that - But I am trying to make up for that now && I have NO problem with that! Well, I can't forget the people who have stood by my side through all of my heartache, my BEST friends - So a big thanks to Rachel most of all & Dallas, Brandi Leigh, Danielle, Kym, Moped, Jo-Jo, Luket, Em*o*lee && so many others! We might not talk that much now but you guys will always hold a special place in my heart! My Family && friends are my life! They are who I live for && that's all about ME!
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WoW! There's a lot of people I could put on this list... I'd like to meet my great grandparents that passed away before I had that honor of meeting them, one day I will but for now I have to be patient. I would also LOVE to meet Corey's Dad...I hear so much about him and can't wait until we finally meet! I'd love to meet a few actor's & Actresses and a few certain musicians would be pretty awesome too! HTML content to post goes here (e.g. text, images, objects, etc.)" / Share on MySpace!

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A year has gone!

So I've spent today sick, and emotional! Well, actually I've spent the past month that way! I never thought I'd have such a complicated year or better my entire life seems complicated right now... the...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:07:00 GMT

I still can’t get over you!

So, I'm sitting here on my couch pondering my "so called life". Why am I afraid to be happy? Why does my heart ache to the same intense pain I felt the day he left? Will I ever recover and smile witho...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 00:23:00 GMT

He’s Gone but NEVER forgotten!

Well, First off I would like to say Merry Christmas to everone & I hope you all have a Happy New Year! The last time I wrote to you all I spoke of my Uncle who had cancer which would soon take hi...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 10:48:00 GMT

Update on Life!

Right now I'm faced with one of the most difficult things in my life! Two people who hold my heart completly are being taken from me caused by the horrible disease of cancer! My aunt & my un...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 16:20:00 GMT

Oo-RaH!!!

 I hope this all inspires you all as it did me!!!   You know... In today's day and age, a lot of people see different things as politically correct or incorrect, and get offended at, or sup...
Posted by on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 11:35:00 GMT