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Undertow

Mirrors of Myself

About Me

I am just a normal guy a little odd at times :P but for the most part normal I take my relationships and friends seriously. Nothing else in the world really matter other than the people around you at least that is the way I see it.I am a very honest person I will tell you like it is no matter what (even if it comes around to bite me in the ass)For the most part I just dont care about much anymore I am who I am always. If the whole world were to collapse around me I would be the guy in sitting there reading a good book drinking a soda and enjoying life.Not much really ever effects me (well sometimes but rarely and it is usually my step-mom that does it)My whole goal in life is to enjoy it to its fullest (and hopefully someday have someone to take along on the ride and enjoy it with me)but yeah enough is enough I am tired of typing. peace

My Interests

You know I really dont have many interests, lets see physics, philosophy (sometimes), umm MUSIC definitely, books, and pretty much anything that can hold my interest long enough for it to be amusing

I'd like to meet:

well....I actually found the greatest girl...exactly who I wanted to meet.I am very happy :)

Music:

Alright Imagine the craziest music you have ever heard....what I listen to is probasbly crazier lol. Lets see bands like In Flames, Arch Enemy, Crisis, Fear of God, The Great Kat, Samael, Garden of Shadows, Grip Inc., Morbid Angel, Napalm Death, Dark Tranquility, Therion, Theatre of Tragedy, Amorphis, Otyg, Kyuss, Cemetary, Children of Bodom, and a bunch of other crazy shit the lists goes on for a long time....seriously when I was in the Navy I sat down and wrote a list of over 1000 bands that I listen too....craziness I tell.....but yeah then I listen to some softer shit too like Collective Soul, Live, One Minute Silence, Ra, Pitchshifter, Ministry, Coal Chamber, Slayer, Primer 55, Spineshank, Static X, TOOL!, Mindless Self Indulgence, Collide, Skindren, SOAD, Injected, ACID BATH, and various others I could sit here all day naming them off and half of them you would have a hard time finding to download....I know I do...seriously Cemetary I had them downloaded a long time ago now some of their albums arent even produced anymore...way shitty

Movies:

hmm, Pulp Fiction, The Godfather, Braveheart, Lord of the Rings, Scarface, Good Fellas, Requim for a Dream, The Hobbit (cartoon version), Salton Sea, The Saint, Happiness, I dont know all those good movies out there I am too lazy to try and think of them all lol use your imagination.......

Television:

Nip/Tuck....where else can you see a guy get beat up and pisseed on by trannies???....Sopranos of course.....History Channel, Family Guy, Discovery Channel sometimes, Beavis and Butthead, umm Penn and Teller - Bullshit, Mythbusters, and various other shows, lost isnt bad Locke is the shit, umm the Shield isnt too bad I dont know dont really watch TV that much just get interested in a series and download it or watch it on Shoutcast TV

Books:

Wheel of Time, Lord of the Rings, Belgarian, Ellenium, Belgarath the Sorcerer, The Stand, Roadwork, Dark Tower I & II (havent read the rest yet), Battlefield Earth, The Vampire Lestat, Andromeda Strain, The Rainmaker, Timeline, Congo, and lots of others (I was voted class bookworm once upon a time)

Heroes:

Definitely Nicola Tesla all the way. Greatest man who ever lived and ultimately where I want to be someday some super genious mad scientist... all about it lolAlex the Kidd wasnt too bad either(if you ever played the Sega Master System you will know what I am talking about)

My Blog

"Sad"

I find myself everpresent, everlasting in this world of pain everything I have ever loved has been wrest away torn from my grip leaving me helpless, crying, dying ...
Posted by Undertow on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:07:00 PST

"Stones"

Fall upon angry stone Lose your mind In hate alone Fall upon jagged stone Spill your blood In death aloneFall upon the unholy stone Lose your life In waste alone Fall upon the healing stone See yo...
Posted by Undertow on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:05:00 PST

"Mother"

Where are you Where did you go Can't find you anywhere I search in the blackness of my mind looking for a memory a glimps, a smell, a remembered touch but all are gone faded, lost to times cold g...
Posted by Undertow on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:03:00 PST

"Empty"

We walk this emptry trendSilent Knives in our handsA thousand pins to prick our skinWe crawl upon this rotting landa thousand faces tear us downa thousand knives in our backsWe travel through the evil...
Posted by Undertow on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 03:01:00 PST

"Mirrors of Myself"

Who are you what am Iwhat is thisMirrors of MyselfDid I dieor do I livesee insideMirrors of MyselfDriven down by all my liesDrawn all cold insidecannot live for fear of lifewho is this I seeit cannot ...
Posted by Undertow on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 02:54:00 PST

Questions

    Why does it seem like everything fades or goes away?Why are we stuck remembering the good times so often that we forget to enjoy the times we are having now?Why do I feel disconnect...
Posted by Undertow on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 09:07:00 PST